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░~ Violence hurts, avoid it.░
"This is how we taught you?! To be a cheater?! This family doesn't need a cheater! We would rather have a daughter with bad grades than a cheater!" He continued with
From that day onwards, Bing Shi stopped caring about her parents; she cared only about herself.
Her parents made the same mistake as Bing Shi when she pushed her brother away. Just, her parent's way was much more brutal and severe. A small example of how one wrong move could change a whole person's life.
░~ You have to learn from other people's mistakes, so you
Bing Shi, as a four years old child, whome, her parents were waiting for her in the living room.
Her father cornered her into a corner of a room, raising his hand, which was holding a broom; he started to hit her plump body. Bing Shi's face was full of terror, she shouted at him to stop, she pleaded him to stop, begging for forgiveness, but he never listened to her. He was so occupied by disappointment that he ignored her pleads, "You were such a gooith a clear mind.░
░~You have to think before you act.░
░~ Violence hurts, avoid it.░
"This is how we taught you?! To be a cheater?! This family doesn't need a cheater! We would rather have a daughter with bad grades than a cheater!" He continued with
From that day onwards, Bing Shi stopped caring about her parents; she cared only about herself.
Her parents made the same mistake as Bing Shi when she pushed her brother away. Just, her parent's way was much more brutal and severe. A small example of how one wrong move could change a whole person's life.
░~ You have to learn from other people's mistakes, so you d7, and sheol, she would go home right after, feeling unsafe outside.
About her father...
He was a good man who loved his family. There were times when he would get drunk. Her mother always told her to treasure herself, never let anybody hurt her, which would make her look at her mother
approve of their daughter. Such a good girl, trying to save their money, they thought. They never noticed that something was wrong until it was too late.
Her parents sent her brother to the nanny's house until he reached the age when he could use the toilet alone. Bing Shi was spared of the things, called diapers. Her parents were still inexperienced and thought that her behavior was normal. She made them feel proud for being a child who could take care of herself during their absence. That's how a nine-year-old child had to take care of a three-year-old boy. Bing Shi's routine was destroyed. She didn't know how to take care of a child.
░Stupid boy, stop crying!░
To calm him down, Bing Shi had to put him in front of the TV. Because of this little creature, she couldn't watch her favorite series anymore.
When it was his potty time, she didn't want to wipe his butt and taught him how to clean himself by words, which ended in a disaster. Taking him into a shower, the annoyed Bing Shi held the showerhead and taught him how to clean himself. Her words were humiliating and harsh, resulting in her brother crying out loud.
When it was his mealtime, Bing Shi would always shout at him, "Why are you not eating!? You have to eat! You will be hungry!"
The more she shouted, the more he cried. Her brother was used to his nanny feeding him; he didn't know how to eat by himself. Bing Shi had to teach her brother how to use a spoon; she never fed her brother. She didn't know parents were supposed to feed their child. (Her parents fed her, but it was a long time ago, she didn't remembact.░
░~ Violence hurts, avoid it.░
"This is how we taught you?! To be a cheater?! This family doesn't need a cheater! We would rather have a daughter with bad grades than a cheater!" He continued with
From that day onwards, Bing Shi stopped caring about her parents; she cared only about herself.
Her parents made the same mistake as Bing Shi when she pushed her brother away. Just, her parent's way was much more brutal and severe. A small example of how one wrong move could change a whole person's life.
░~ You have to learn from other people's mistakes, so you
She had to clean up after her brothers every time! She taught herself how to do housework, so her parents could always come back to a clean house. Organizing her living space calmed her down and she also liked to be praised. But those two brats were walking trash bins!
Her calmness and patience disappeared. One time she had enough and showed her brother away. Her brother fell on his buttock and started to bawl his lungs out. The shocked Bing Shi regretted her action
heir hard work gave them a sense of achievement. Not often was it for their sister to praise them.
Her parents didn't let Bing Shi cook, afraiact.░
░~ Violence hurts, avoid it.░
"This is how we taught you?! To be a cheater?! This family doesn't need a cheater! We would rather have a daughter with bad grades than a cheater!" He continued with
From that day onwards, Bing Shi stopped caring about her parents; she cared only about herself.
Her parents made the same mistake as Bing Shi when she pushed her brother away. Just, her parent's way was much more brutal and severe. A small example of how one wrong move could change a whole person's life.
░~ You have to learn from other people's mistakes, so youat people and didn't beat them, as it seemed like to make everything worse. It was like she put every person into the role of a kid, starting to treat every person like that. Smiling, laughing, praising, and teaching things she knew.
She wasn't acting at all. It became a part of her personality, which was engraved inside her mind due to her experiences in her childhood. And it worked perfectly for her.
She enjoyed playing games, the only place she could have real fun and feel safe at the same time. Nobody could hurt her. She started to socialize and made a bunch of friends. She felt really happy and wanted to spend most of her time here. Listening to her desires, to play more games, she studied less. But her grades were still the same. How? Because she was smart? No, because she was cheating. And she got caught. Her parents got a call from her teacher.
When Bing Shi came back home, her parents were waiting for her in the living room.
Her father cornered her into a corner of a room, raising his hand, which was holding a broom; he started to hit her plump body. Bing Shi's face was full of terror, she shouted at him to stop, she pleaded him to stop, begging for forgiveness, but he never listened to her. He was so occupied by disappointment that he ignored her pleads, "You were such a good girl! When did you become a cheater?!" He had to teach her a lesson so it won't happen again!
"... No, please... I'm sorry... I...ugh..." Bing Shi crouched in the corner and continued to sob; she gave up, her emotions were full of hatred. She started to hate everyone. She started to hate this world.
░I hate you.░
░Stop hurting me.░
Bing Shi got traumatized for life.
░~See? That's what happens when you listen to your desires and your heart; bad things happen. You should have listened to me and study well so you could play games with a clear mind.░
░~You have to think before you act.░
░~ Violence hurts, avoid it.░
"This is how we taught you?! To be a cheater?! This family doesn't need a cheater! We would rather have a daughter with bad grades than a cheater!" He continued with his beating. Until when? Until he had enough and furiously broke the broom by himself with his hands over his knees and threw the broken broom at the trembling girl.
The hatred was gone; Bing Shi went numb. She lifted her head, and with her lifeless eyes, she looked at her mother for the last time, looking for hope.
░Hey, why are you looking at me with that gaze?░
░When he hurt you, I would always come to your rescue.░
░But when it's your turn to protect me, you just watch and cry?░
░Seems like you are disappointed in me too.░
░Do you just want a perfect daughter who doesn't make mistakes? I'll give you a daughter who doesn't make mistakes.░
But who didn't make mistakes?
From that day onwards, Bing Shi stopped caring about her parents; she cared only about herself.
Her parents made the same mistake as Bing Shi when she pushed her brother away. Just, her parent's way was much more brutal and severe. A small example of how one wrong move could change a whole person's life.
░~ You have to learn from other people's mistakes, so you don't make mistakes yourself.░
Her grades went up, but her parents ended up crying, always looking at her with eyes full of regret. They became rich and finally had time to be parents. She was thirteen by then.
░What's wrong with you? Aren't my grades higher? I help you with your work and make you happy with my laughter... Why are you crying at me again?░
One time they lost their cool. "Bing Shi, you don't have to get good grades anymore; just return back!" They cried and tried to hug her.
She took a few steps back, trying to run away from their hug. "Sorry, I don't like to touch and hug," said Bing Shi, not hidding the revulsion in her expression.
░Don't touch me. You are not worthy.░
They cried even more.
░It's too late.░
Since that day, Bing Shi never hugged anyone. Wait, she never gave a hug to anyone before, not even her parents. That's how much she treasured herself. She gave her hug to him — the only person who was worthy of her.
Their first meeting was in an online game. He was 11; she was 13.
Their second meeting was in the same game. He was 13, she was 15.
Their third meeting was also in the same game. He was 15, and she was 17. They never parted from then on.
They started online dating when he was 16, and she was 18.
Their first real-life meeting was when he was 17, and she was 19.
He couldn't even touch her hand until he turned 22, and she 24.