Suicide Post it Notes

I don't normally do this but suicide is much different than the gore, death, destruction and sex that people normally give warnings for, Trigger warning!!!!

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"To whom it may concern

You all ask me to speak up, to talk about whats wrong, but when you're this far gone, it hurts to talk, the weight and anxiety, it's like chunks of crushed ice, choppy words, instead of a fluid watery thought. I may let you down, and I've tried and all it's done is hurt others. the strain of a life where I must work to buy the right to live is too intense, school is putting pressure on me at all times, I'm already failing and going no where, and even home isn't safe and there is no where else to go, if I could do it all over i would find a way but I can't no one can change their fate or their past. To all those that knew me it isn't your fault and I'm sorry, but there are six others that caused this, they know who they are, they know what they did, they'll know this station just as well as me, one already does.

Sincerely Lea"

She was a troubled girl, I had suspected the reason she didn't name names is to not discredit why she did it. After that 4 more have died but they weren't like her. I don't know many similarities besides that some of them were friends. I've been tailing this kid, from our class. He was close to them and exhibiting signs similar to the rest. I need to know what they share. 

He went down to the train station, it was 6:36, five weeks after the last. Five suicides, their notes placed just before jumping and all at the same time. Time would be different, he'd stop it. He saw the boy, he was crying staring at the notes and someone was staring right at him. The boy made eye contact with the man several times. He put a note up with the others and began to walk towards the tracks, a train fast approaching. a crowd gasped as he took a step off getting ready to jump, many people rushing towards him to stop him but they were too late he already jumped… but Daniel wasn't, he grabbed the man by his shirt while he planted his feet and caught the man's arm. The boy reflexively grabbed on but Daniel didn't pull him up, "Who is making you do this, say and I'll pull you up."

The boy's eyes widened in fear… "No…" he said as all hope left his face. 

Daniel sighed, "Quick, just a last name."

The boy hesitated but the sound out the train horn shocked him into action, "Rodriguez?"

Daniel nodded to himself before puling the boy up, the train almost catching him. Daniel turned and began walking towards the figure in the crowd that the boy was looking at. "Tell Rodriguez I want in on the drugs. I don't wanna go through Cola-citri, I'll pay double what that kid was paying."

 The man quirked a brow, "How'd you, did he-"

Danny cut him off, "Unimportant, whats important is I'm a teenage buyer, not a narc. I have homework so could you hurry up?"

The man had clearly never dealt with someone like him, "Nah man I can sell you real quick, but nobody meets with the boss directly." 

"Well tell him anyway and I'll buy some off you now. You liljay?"

"Nah man liljay just supplies me bruh."

Daniel rolled his eyes, "Tell him he's got a new dealer."

"Nah man ion think he needs a new dealer yet. Uhh he told me he has some girls that'll be selling at some highschool party."

"Alexis Renee's party?"

"Yeah that's the one."