First Touch

"Ok stay calm" "God I hope he likes what he sees" "what if he doesn't even come" "what if he doesn't wanna touch me" is all that ran threw my head for weeks. But today is the big day, the day I will see my long distance boyfriend of 6 years. Almost fainting I climb out my car and walk into the airport "I can't I can't do it" I say to myself then sitting in down to catch my breath, my heart beating 1000 mph. Soon I get up and start walking again looking for where flight 2B was coming in from, " oh shit here it goes" I say almost walking past the big old black sign with the huge print saying Flight 2B. Taking a deep breath I look around the air port for a near by bench "should I have brought a sign to greet him...or like some flowers" I think to myself "omg what if he's expecting to get something from me" I say looking around for something to buy for him. "Watch Your Step" I hear the flight attendant say to the ppl getting into the air port then glancing at every one that comes thew the door and being horrified to see him irl, I rub my soaking palms on the mini pink skirt I wore to greet him. "he will love me no matter what" I coach myself then hearing a familiar voice yell my name "meya!" I hear soon looking up to see him jogging towards me. Immediately tears fall from my face as I run to him and jump on his chest. I could feel his shoulder soak in my tears as he hold me up while trying to cover what my skirt was reveling. "awe baby don't cry it's ok" he says with his deep voice with one hand rubbing my back. Minutes later he puts me down and takes his jacket off. "Come here" he says while bending down to tie it around my waist. "Thank you" I say while being intoxicated from his cologne. "You look even more beautiful irl" he says going in to kiss me. feeling overwhelmed and being a complete mess from crying I push him away. I knew it hurt his feeling so I just said nothing about it and grabbing his hand "let's go to my car" I say trying to change the subject. Then feeling him aggressively turn me around and kiss me. "Don't do that again" he says sending shivers down my spin and an overwhelmingly pleasant feeling in my stomach "ok" I say turning around hastily so he couldn't see my nervousness. Once we got to the car he went in the driver's seat "what are u doing" I ask confused on why he was sitting in my seat "pass the keys imma drive" he says "alright just don't kill us" I say jokingly, while getting in the car. "here" I say passing him the keys, so how did it feel to finally hug me he ask while starting the car. It felt amazing like hugging a god you been waiting for to save u, it felt like getting the last word in an argument, it felt like I was literally floating, but I couldn't say that "it felt good sorry I got u wet from crying" it's ok baby he says putting his hand on my lap. "What about u, how did it feel to hug me?" I ask "it felt amazing...I tryed so hard not to cry, but kissing u made me feel like the Luckiest man ever" he says with a huge smile then whipping his eyes. "I love u, I mean..I didn't mean to say that It just slipped out" I said with my face completely covered with my hands. "I love u too baby girl" he says back making me wanna kiss him. "I'm starving let's get something to eat" he says parking in front of my favorite restaurant "you remembered?" I say while looking up at him "duh how can I forget my queen favorite place too eat, get whatever u want imma pay for it" he replys then rubbing my head.