Ch.45~♡~

Y/n's POV

I'm now currently sitting on my bed, thinking what to do. I groan in frustration as my thoughts were wrecking my head.

I just want to fix and clear everything that's happening between me and my soulmate. Geez i didn't expect myself to gave in like this. I always win on every fight but since it involves my soulmate, i suddenly turn soft. Maybe this is how being bonded works.

Sighing heavily, i turned my feelings to Yoongi's. He's feeling sad too. I can feel his hesitation, sadness, nervous, and guilt. That just makes me sad too so i got up and went out of my room.

I can't take this anymore.

Without wasting anymore time, i teleported in his room. He's laying down on his bed with the pillow on top of his face.

Yoongi: "stupid! Stupid as always Min Yoongi!" He whispered yelled to his self, still not noticing my presence.

I silently sat down beside him as he stopped moving his body once he felt the bed sunk in.

Y/N: "you know this is not how we treat our soulmate, right?" I asked in a soft tone.

He removed the pillow on his face and sit up while looking down, followed by a heavy sigh.

"Why didn't you tell me about us being soulmates?"

Yoongi: "because i was waiting for us to get bonded first. I don't want to spoil you since i can't prove it too."

Y/N: "how did you found out though? I don't even know every single thing about it."

He sighed once again, took my hand that's on top of my lap and he gently play with my fingers.

Yoongi: "It's because you had an impact on me from the first time you appeared in my life Y/n. I felt mixed feelings. When the boys' hurting you back then, i felt hurt too. Especially the sparks that you have been feeling too. It confuses me that time. I wondered a lot about it. Because all of a sudden, i felt that."

"That's when i remember what my father told us about soulmate things. He told us what we're gonna feel, what we're gonna do, how painful it is when something bad happens in our soulmate, and how we are going to do everything to protect them."

"I connected all the dots until i finally got the answer. I waited and waited for us to get bonded because i don't know what to do to get bonded already. Since there's many ways for immortals to get bonded." He explained as i fully listened.

Y/N: "and we got bonded by kissing." I said and he nodded.

Yoongi: "listen Y/n. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for not telling you so soon. I hope you understand."

Y/N: "yeah. It's just that i got confused alone. I'm clueless. Especially, you're the one i talked to about that spark feeling and you gave me advice but all this time, you knew it."

"And about earlier at school, i didn't meant to dumped you like that. I did that because of my anger of you. I can't really tolerate you flirting with others." I said as i murmured the last part.

Yoongi: "i didn't meant to flirt with them too. I just did that to piss you off so that you can come to me and tell that you knew about getting bonded to me." He explained, with still head down.

I removed my hand from his and just hug him.

Y/N: "i can't hate you Yoongi. We're each others' soulmate and since we're bonded, we'll gonna have different feelings towards us. We're gonna act different. I'm sorry."

He just hummed as he started to cuddle me now.

.....

After i took a bath, i went downstairs to find all of them scattered around the living room.

Once i reached the bottom, Yoongi quickly turned towards me and send me his sweet gummy smile which i smiled too in return.

RM: "okay you both Y/n and Yoongi hyung. Would you mind if we want explanation of everything that's happening to the both of you?" He asked.

Jungkook: "you are really each others' soulmate?"

I sighed and fix my posture before explaining everything to them.

Y/N: "yes. Yoongi is my soulmate. We got bonded the day he met Eunha again because i kissed him to take his pain away. From the very beginning i started to live with y'all, i've been feeling sparks whenever i'm around him which got me so confused. And now, it explains everything." I explained as they just nodded.

Yoongi: "but i already knew that she's my soulmate from the very first time. I just waited for us to get bonded." He shrugged.

Jin: "is that the reason why you acted different when we had a fight with the devils in the forest?" He asked as Yoongi nodded.

RM: "and when we're at the hospital?" Yoongi nodded once again.

Y/N: "so that's why you had a teary eyes when i gave my blood for your cure because i'm your soulmate. The reason why you cried when i died because i am your soulmate. You stayed in my room and turned miserable because i'm your soulmate. Explains everything." I then hummed to myself with my head nodding.

Yoongi: "yeah yeah that's right so enough of exposing me."