I'm in my bed

I am lying on my bed by almost infinite.

My room is completely in the dark, the curtains are pulled, the lights are turned off.

The pillow is wet with my own tears and I have the blankets that copies my head.

Days are increasingly monotonous.

I don't eat anymore, nor to sleep.

I don't talk to anyone anymore.

I can't even understand myself.

I can only hurt me.

You left me completely alone, what should I do?