And I'm well aware I write too many songs about you

I wrote you a lot of songs recently.

You know, music has helped me a lot in a way, especially in always distracting me from the same thoughts.

So I started writing.

They aren't real songs, I did not create a melody for them.

There is only the text.

I really wasted a lot of paper.

My first ideas for starting to put something down are made entirely of scribbles and lines all over the place.

Many times, I have too many things to say and I don't know where to start, so I give up everything.

Other times, however, I can get everything out.

In those cases, I messed everything up so much that I miss english, I omit many points and it all ends up in confusion.

But I like it, I can let off steam completely.

And I got to the point of finding yourself even among useless pieces of paper.

Absurd, huh?