Cynthia shouldn't blame anyone

Alena's hair looks very messy because of Nizam's hand that often tore her hair earlier. She is pale, languid and haggard. Alena never thought that Queen Sabrina would catch them and come at the right time. Alena smoothed her hair occasionally using her fingers. Her tears were still welled up.

Meanwhile Cynthia walked beside Alena. Cynthia walked sluggish and weak. Her face was as pale as Alena's.  She blames herself for always following Alena's wishes. If She had advised Alena earlier this would not have happened. Even so, Cynthia felt grateful because this time Alena was released from punishment

Their journey from Nizam's palace to the Harem seemed very long. Their long journey was due to their uncomfortable feelings. Seeing Queen Sabrina's frozen face was terrifying. Why is there such a beautiful yet terrifying face in this world? Finally, the journey that felt long finally arrived.