I sit again in my mom's car only since the last time I sat here lots of things have changed.
Well last to last time u see after hearing the bit of new about Liam training me I kinda fainted so don't remember how I got home.
I don't know if it was just the fatigue of the whole day or the revelations of who I was that made it too much.
When I woke up It took me a minute to place where I was until I saw I was in my room. After that the events woof the whole day started to catch up to me and i immediately went to the mirror to see if I had been marks on my shoulders.
Surprised to see it was as if my skin was completely fine and didn't just have a pair of wings come out of it.
After that I remembered how my mom never told me about my powers.
How she lied to me for 18 years of my life.And even then she wasnt the one who told me truth if it was up to her she would have never told me.
Thinking about it all should have made me angry but it didn't it mad me sad to think that my mom who has been by only support through my whole life lied to me.
My dad died when I was 7 years old and when Chance was just 5 years old so he was out of the picture.After that it was only mom and I.
The whole weekend I hid in my room mom came many times to my room to make me talk to her but to no avail.
My mom last night slipped something that looked like a letter in my room it was a mail from the academy with the official logo on it.
Apparently I had to move in to the dormitories on Monday.The books and everything will be provided when I move to school.
Before the ceremony moving away from home was the worst part for me but now that there was so many answers questions and tensions between mom and me honestly I could do with some space.
So here I am again in my mom's car on my way to the dormitories.Having no idea what lies ahead of me.
As I sit in the car looking out the window and basically looking anywhere but at my mom.
I suddenly hear my mom say"Sage I know that you have many new questions about the recent events that have come to light."
"I get that all this has been very hard for you to understand but just know that whatver I did I did for a reason"My mom says as if she hid things about my own self from me.
Suddenly all of my anger from all things that have happened comes to the surface.
"DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND MOM ITS NOT THAT YOU DIDNT TELL ME.EVEN AFTER ALL THIS HAPPENED YOU STILL HAVENT EXPLAINED. YOUR JUST APOOGIZING"
I finally shout in anger all of my pain, hurt and disappointment showing clearly I'm my face.
My mom stops the car and I see that we have reached our destination. I'm actually surprised to see that we reached angel city so fast it always takes time from our part of the city to here.
I suddenly remember the amount of discrimination done between the people living over here and in demon city where I live.I come back to the moment when I see
"What are u even apologising for?What are you hiding from me.I need to go mom. "I say now all my anger gone just despair left.
As I run out of the car through my tears I don't even see the beauty that is the Celestial academy.
As I'm running away I suddenly bump into someone.As I look up to apologize I recognize Blake's kind eyes which look at me filled with worry.
He recognizes the panic loom on my face and drags me away to a secluded corner as he knows how I hate to cry in public or in front of anyone really.
As he drags me away I don't even try to Control my body and go along with wherever he is taking me to.
As he finally stops walking I see that we are in a corridor.He just looks at me in concern but doesn't Interrogate me.
After my breathing even and my tears sieze.He hugs me tightly and asks me what happened.
"My mom has lied to me for my whole life she never told me about my powers... Wait...Blake."
"I didn't even think about you. Your parents didn't tell you either. Blake I'm so sorry here i am raving about my problems and now even thinking about you. "
As I look at him he gives me the same expression he did in 6th grade when he kissed my best friend Stacie.
I would know that look anywhere it's one mixed with guiltiness and regret.
"Unless..."I say almost afraid of what's gonna come out of my mouth.
"Blake did you know.You couldn't right you didn't.We talked about this.How much it sucked that we couldnt know about the abilities our parents had."
When he still doesnt say something but instead looks down on the floor.Thats when my heart really breaks.
"Red... listen to me.Let me explain. "He says taking one step closer to me.
"No...no.. Blake you couldn't know u couldn't?"I say
Still not asking him the question I am afraid to hear the answer of.
I take a deep breath and ask him "Blake were our parents allowed to tell us.Did you know....Blake....... have you known forever? "
As he looks up at me when I finish my question.He almost looks afraid.
"Sage I am sorry..."He leaves his sentence hanging as if he does have the energy to complete his sentence.
But that's when I knew Blake never calls me Sage he always calls me Red or some other nickname he has given to me throughout the years.
Only once has he ever called me Sage and that was at my fathers funeral.
"Dammit Blake did you know"?
I wanted to shout is antes to scream at him but the voice that come out of me is broken.
I already know the answer but I wanna hear him say it say that it's not true and he didn't know himself.
"Sage I knew."