Chapter 34
“you're wasted today…and you’ve never been wasted since I’ve met you.”
“the man I’ve loved for year’s just got married, how do you expect me to feel?”
“happy for him…a bottle of beer won’t bring him to you.”
“but it sure does get rid of the pain. Or do you prefer me killing her?”
He grabs the bottle from my hand, I stand trying to fight back but end up rushing to the bathroom nauseous. After being driven home, I woke up a hangover with him just as wasted laying on my couch. Why would a celebrity feel like they needed something as dumb as alcohol to escape still didn’t make sense to me. Suddenly the sadness hit me again. It was true, Haris was married…how? I have no idea.
See what hoping can do to you sometimes. But life must go on. I drowned him with a bucket of water telling him to freshen up. What’s a kid doing in a bar every single night…I don’t know. I mean not like I have the right to question him being in the worthless position im in.