CHAPTER 10

I woke up the next morning, thinking about my kiss with Aiden.

"Holy Shit!" ,I screamed. I kissed Aiden. Aiden kissed me. We kissed. I'm gonna have a heart attack. Calm down Lara,you could always just tell him it was because you were drunk. Yeah perfect that could work. I went in the shower and walked out the bathroom with just my towel wrapped around me.

"Oh my God!", as I turned around and see Aiden.

"Calm down it's me it's me Aiden I'm so sorry Lara,can we talk".

"Yeah uhhh ofcourse give me two mins.", I changed and called Aiden back inside.

"Lara I'm so sorry I walked in on you, but i wanted to ask you if you and i could go for a walk."

"Yeah sure.", I said.

"Oh and I got some nutella sandwiches and then I will take you to get whatever else you like so don't worry about breakfast.",he says

" Hmm fully organised are we?",I reply with a smirk.

"Yes yes ofcourse."

We walked to the back of the resort where the lake was, there was a pier just by the lake,Aiden laid down a blanket and we both sat down.

"It's beautiful isn't it.",he says.

"Yeah it is.", I respond.

"Listen Lara I wanted to speak to you about something."

'Oh no' was all I had in my brain.

" I really love everything about you Lara, your simplicity,your beauty, your broken side everything!...I want you to be mine and I promise I will never hurt you."

" Aiden i... "

"No just wait you can tell me how you feel when I'm done."

Aiden got down on one knee and I was totally freaking out. He reached for something to grab from his pocket. A ring? Lord take me now.

"Do you Lara Collins promise to be mine forever? ...Don't worry baby love its just a promise ring. "

"Aiden I'm really sorry but I can't say yes to all this,please forgive me if you can.", and just like that i ran back to my room. I was stupid but also wise, everyone is nice at first and all guys are the same he will leave me broken. I stayed in my room all day thinking about whatever happened. Maybe I should just give him a chance, no you shouldn't Lara.

I heard a knock on my door.

"Can i come inside?",Clowy asked.

"Yes" ,I said.

" Oh Lara are you okay?" , she asks.

Before I could respond...

"Aiden sent me to check up on you,he also sent me to tell you about how sorry he was. I don't mean to offend you but I don't see anything wrong in what he did. He just wanted you to feel special. Lara don't let go of something so good I know its none of my business but I'm just advising you as a good friend."

Clowy left and her words left me thinking she was so right.

I felt this happiness rush through my body. My heart was beating fast but in a good way, I felt so excited. Aiden loved me and I loved him just as much maybe more. Oh My God, where is Aiden I need to find him right now! I ran as fast as I could. Wow there was a lake bash and I didn't even know.

"Aiden, Aiden where are you?"

I saw Drake standing with Riley.

"Hey guys did anyone see Aiden? "

"Yeah I saw him walk towards the trees behind the lake.",Drake responds.

" Okay thank you. "

The music was so loud there were people all over the place. I went to the forest to find Aiden.

"Aiden where are you?", I stopped dead at the sight of what I saw. All the happiness I felt a few seconds ago were gone all the excitement everything! At that very moment I died all over again...

Aiden was making out with Kate. Did it really take such a short time to get over me? I meant so little to him? There was this pain in my chest that started closing up my pipes and I felt like I could no longer breathe. My eyes were full of tears and that's when Aiden noticed me. Lara please just let me explain myself,

"Oops.", Kate says and giggles. Before he could get to me I ran as fast as I could far away from him I didn't want to live anymore. It was a level of pain that was so deep and agonizing, a pain that one would do almost anything to save themselves from, even if it meant taking their own life. All I felt was pain, anger, frustration and everything bad in the world. Dad I'm sorry but I can no longer fight with this darkness. I cried while I ran to the pier.

Dad I'm gonna come to you, I'll see you soon...

I jumped in the lake and I felt all the water rush to my brain I stay still as I feel all the water filling up in my body. It hurt alot but I didn't mind it would all be over soon I thought to myself. I see someone swimming towards me, I expected it to be Aiden but it wasn't Aiden. My eyes closed and it felt as if I was slipping away all the pain I ever felt was gone. I was in a beautiful place with mountains and amazing scenery and just as I thought what I was seeing could not get any better It did. It got alot better, I saw my dad.

"Dad!", I yelled.

He turned around

" Lara my sweet angel what are you doing dear?"...

" Listen to me my sweetheart you were the pride and joy in my eyes when I was alive. You have a bright future dear, don't give up fight to live dear and you will see in the end it will all be okay."

All i felt was pain in that moment.

"I love you dad and i miss you very much."

" I love you more Lara. "

I was laying on something very hard, my eyes opened and I saw this handsome guy on top of me.

" Are you okay?", he asked. I needed time to realize what was happening.

"What happened?" ,I ask him.

"Well you were dead for a while you had no pulse but I brought you back." "Aggh why did you do that you should have left me to die."

" Why would such a beautiful girl like you want to die?" I stayed silent.

"I'm Chase", the guy says.

"Chase Dawson.",he smiles at me and I swear he had this sparkle in his eyes that I could notice even in the dark.

"I'm Lara i said."

"Lara!"

I see Aiden and a whole lot of people walking towards us.

Aiden hugs me," Lara thank god you are okay."

I push him away from me,"Stay the fuck away from me Aiden , I hate You!"

"Come on Lara just come with me lets go inside.", he grabbed my wrist and was holding it so tight it began to hurt.

"Let go of me Aiden, you are hurting me.",he didnt listen.

"She said let go of her man.", Chase stands in front of me.

"Who are you to say anything,her dad?",Aiden pushes Chase.

"Listen man the girl doesn't want to talk to you,leave her alone.",Chase says.

" Gonna do something?",Aiden pushes Chase again.

In a split second Chase grabs Aiden and punches him, his nose starts to bleed. Everyone gasps and the make up monster runs to him.

"Aiden baby are you okay?", Aiden doesn't take his eyes off of me and I grab Chase's arm and say lets go.

Just as we walking I start to feel dizzy and I pass out but just before I do I feel a pair of warm arms catch me...