C-h-a-p-t-e-r: 11

"After school got over mason went to madison house to give her bag to her that she left at school. When mason knocked the door madison came to open the door cause her mom was out again, when mason looked at madison he went straight into shock. Madison face was pale yellow and he could see the fear and tiredness at her face, mason didn't said anything to madison about her face he just gave madison her bag and said"

Here's your bag... ummm can i..

"Before mason could complete his sentence madison took her bag from him and slammed the door. Mason didn't mind madison slamming the door without letting him complete his sentence cause he of the fearful look at her face so he just went to his house while madison was about start to scream cause of seeing hallucinations but as she was about to start to scream the door bell rang, she looked at the time anxiously and the time was 05:00. It was the time of her so called besties " abusers" for to come. She started to panic but if she won't open the door and let them in they would abuses her more the next day cause know she's in the house cause they just saw mason go by so madison opened the door anxiously, they both came in locked the door and stated say"

You character less bitch! what did you think you will have some boy over and will have fun with him peacefully. you moron!!!

"Then they started to took madison cloths off forcefully one put her hand over madison mouth so she won't be able to scream. After getting her naked they beat her at her chest and her other private parts, bruised and eventually bruises got that worse that she needed medical treatment immediately but they weren't stopping and was saying"

Now you enjoy you bitch. you enjoying now you moron!!!

"But then suddenly door bell ringed and madison mom came from outside saying"

Open up madison it's me.

"Her abusers said"

Ughhh we aren't done yet madison we'll come again, Now put your cloths on and don't you dare say a damn word to your mom about this cause if you will you know what gonna happen to you then.

"Madison stayed silent, after she was done wearing her cloths madison went and opened the door. When her mom came in and her so called besties and her mom made eye contact with eachother her so called besties nicely greet her mom and said"

We were just leaving, we had so much fun today. it was nice to meet you, bye.

"Madison mom see offed them, closed the door and said to madison that"

They're such nice kids.. anyways i brought dinner from your favourite place come lets eat!

" Madison said while keeping her fake smile"

Yayee... you put it in plates I have to use the bathroom, I'll be back in a bit..

Okay hurry up otherwise food will get cold!

Yeah sure.

"Madison went to room grabbed her phone phone and text her therapist that"

Hey! umm i'm sorry i know i'm disturbing you... but...

"Her therapist replied immediately"

Heyy no, no you aren't disturbing at all! it's my job to help you and get you out from your dark place. share with me what happened?

Ummmm....

Yeah?

I.. I don't feel good at all, I'm having panic attack.. i wanna cut myself deeply.

Okay can you tell me what trigged for you to have panic attack? 

Whatever did, all I wanna do is to cut myself right now!!

"Madison decided not to share what's happening to her to her cause she feel that her therapist will say to her that how much of a loser she is that she can't even stand up for herself"

Okay I can totally understand your feeling but you don't always have to do self-harm when your having a panic attack.. there's so many way to crop with it, to calm it down.

I know these stupid ways won't work on me just let me cut myself

Okay i'll let you cut yourself only in one condition that first you have to do the things i'm gonna tell and by that i mean some coping skills to calm down your anxiety and if it'll won't calm your anxiety then you can do self-harm. deal?

Ughhhhhhhhhhhhh fineeeeeeeeee.

Great! so first we're gonna start off easy, okay?

k.

Take deep breaths, like, breath in slowly, deeply through your nose then breath out slowly, deeply through your mouth. Do this for 5 minutes don't count how many times your doing just do it for 5 minutes and yeah no cheating.

fineee.

"Madison did exactly what her therapist told her to do, she did deep breathing for five minutes straight and after that she started to feel a bit relax so she told her therapist"

Hey.. I think I'm starting to feel a bit relax.....

"So he said"

See I told you right, and you know the other reason you're starting to feel relax is that you were busy doing deep breathing that you forgot about your tensions and because of that your anxiety started to calm down, basically your attention was divert.

Uhhh Okay...anyways it's not fully calm, I still feel anxious. What do I do now?

For Now just keep doing deep breathing until you don't feel good enough cause that's working on you right now.

Fineeeeee.....

"Madiso kept doing deep breathing until she felt fine enough and text her therapist that she feel fine now. After that she went down stairs and eat her dinner with her mom after days, they was silently eating their dinner when out of nowhere her mom said"

I'm going out of city for some work for a day and I'm gonna tell your besties to stay with you until I don't come back cause you look so sick and if I'll leave you home alone I'm gonna be so worried about you and won't be able to focus on my work.

"After listening that her mom will let her so-called besties stay with her untill she doesn't come back, madison felt end of the world"