Secret Revealed

         "You don't have to be so shy" he murmured seductively into my ear, trying to untie the ribbon of the dress.

I gripped the ribbon for dear life, shaking my head repeatedly.

"Xian we shouldn't do such thing!" I protested, trying to break free from him without letting go of the ribbon.

"Why not my love?" He whispered, licking my earlobe.

All the hairs on my body stood in disgust, shivers running up and down my back.

I couldn't bare what was currently happening, I have to get out of this situation and fast.

I wiggled from his grasp, we were on equal terms in physical strength but I didn't want to let go of the ribbon that he was trying to untie cause if I did he could easily slip the dress off of me.

I was really in an awful situation.

"Come now don't do that, you're stirring it awake" he groaned in my ear which made me frown.

"What are you talking about!?" I wailed, still trying my best to get off his grasp when I suddenly felt it. Something hard poking against my backside.

You've got to be kidding me.

"Xian...what's that poking me?" I asked even though I completely know what it was.

"Now you've awoken it" he mused, completely amused from what's currently happening.

He snaked his arm around my waist and flipped my position, making me face him. He was too close for comfort, a complete invasion of one's privacy.

His warm hand caressed my cheek ever so gently, stroking his thumb under my eye, traced the bridge of my nose down to my mouth where he caressed it tenderly.

"X-xian we can't" I stuttered caught off guard at how quiet my voice was, it was barely a whisper but the glint in his eyes says he heard it and he was delighted.

"Why don't we silence that mouth of yours"

His lips came upon mine, it was the second time but it still feels as good as the first time he kissed me.

His lips was moist and soft, his mouth tasted like wine and I couldn't help but be intoxicated. The way his lips move sensually against mine was making me lose my right mind.

My head was screaming that it was dangerous, that I should stop this but my body doesn't want to. It relishes on the heat Xian was giving me, the arousal was so intense I could feel my maleness coming to life, if this keeps going I would be in big trouble.

Why can't I stop?

I suddenly moaned when I felt his tongue slip past my lips, he was asking for entrance and I gave it to him.

I parted my teeth and allow his tongue to explore my mouth.

He's a good kisser. I thought as his tongue swirled around mine. An act of domination, I won't let myself lose.

I kissed him back, wrapping my arms around his neck tightly pulling him closer to me. He groaned and pulled my body closer to him too, it was like he was trying to make us one and I didn't mind. As shameful as it sounds I was starting to like it. All this sensation just through a kiss is pure sexual lust.

Now that I think about it when was the last time I slept with someone? A year or two?

He gently pushed me towards the bed, laying me down without breaking the kiss and going on top of me. My breath was getting labored, I could barely breathe through my nose but non of us wanted to pull away, we didn't want to be apart.

At the moment I wasn't thinking properly, I was just focusing on that intense pleasure I'm feeling that I forgot the fact that I was a man as well.

His hands slid down my chest, undoing the ribbon and opening my dress.It was too late to stop him.

The fake breasts I had slid down my body and Xian instantly pulled away, a sudden surge of oxygen coming through my system as I gasped for air.

"W-what..." He stammered, eyes wide like flying saucers as he stared at my flat chest.

"You're a man" he stated, completely stunned. As those words left his mouth my mind regained consciousness of what was happening and at that moment I didn't know what to say.

"Yes..I am a man" I stated honestly, watching him cover his mouth, his brows furrowing.

I couldn't lie about it, there was a solid evidence of who I am but I don't think he'd realize it yet, the shock might have shaked his brains a little then out of nowhere he started laughing which made me frown.

"Have you gone insane?" I questioned while I used the sheets to cover myself.

Yes I was a man but I'm still feeling conscious of my body infront of another man.

"I can't believe the Empress was right" he chuckled while shaking his head. I was confused at the moment.

"And here I thought he was just trying to keep me away from you" he added which confused me even more.

"So mind telling me what my so called nemesis is doing here, sharing an intimate kiss with his mortal enemy a few seconds ago" he mocked in that playful tone.

The bastard find this amusing!

"Aren't you... disgusted?" I asked instead, my confusion was overwhelming the rage and humiliation I was feeling at the moment and my curiosity was getting out of hand too.

What did the Empress told him about me?

"I'd answer your question after you answer mine" he announced, wiggling his brows playfully.

I greeted my teeth before nodding my head. The situation right now was far from what I expected but it's not as bad as what I predicted so might as well go with it.

"Why are you here dressed up as a woman? Where's Lady Li?" He asked, leaning his head on his knuckle.

"It's a long story..." I groaned as I fixed myself and sat properly, facing him.

"Go on, I don't mind listening" he urged, wanting to hear my story.

I sighed and scratched my head, getting ready to tell him some tiny details.

This is gonna be a long night.