Instantly, Ginnan's chest was pounding madly. The rumble was tapping on his ribs and he was sure Renji could hear it. Oh, fuck it. What did he just do?
"Ren... Ren..." Ginnan called. He immediately hugged Renji and gently stroked the man's head. Miraculously his chest suddenly ache. And when he realized something was wrong, Renji's breath started to turn hot. "Gosh...so sorry. You're so annoying that I often forget that your illness is still there..."
"…"
At that moment, for some reason Ginnan suddenly felt tight. ["What should I do..."] he thought to himself. Ginnan rested his chin on the top of his head. He whispered shhh... shhh faintly trying to calm down. Believe it or not, Ginnan is pretty good at it. Because he had hundreds of younger siblings in the orphanage. Moreover, he belongs to the early generation who were cared for in the slum building. So cuddling is an ingrained habit.