Ch 2 "New stage"
This was the last time I saw my dear mother...the ice-cream plan changed to leave the place the whole city actually....my father thought that will help me a lot to forget what I saw , he wanted to change himself for me..for us but when I think about it now , why didn't you change yourself earlier maybe our life would have be better....
7 years passed and a lot of things had changed during this time our life became more better somehow and my father was trying his best...not to make me feel that I mess something he was trying to be the good father and I was trying to be also his good daughter , but somehow when he stay beside me...hug me...my mind goes to my mother so I take a step back and that makes him so upset...
The only good thing that stayed with me...The violin...my mother's violin she used to play...when she feels sad at night..when I want to sleep or when I cry hard...she was so thoughtful..deep and romantic..and it's the only thing left from my dear mother...her music inspired me till now!
Standing in the dark room by my window playing on the violin to release my stress , I spotted a shadow standing by my door and I didn't think to much because I knew that my dad is the one...standing admiring me till I finished
Josh : Amazing as always Lorraine.
Lorraine : Thanks dad "smile"
Josh : "sigh" You know when I look at you while you playing with that violin I remember your mother "chuckle" she was so smooth and thoughtful like you
Lorraine : She was calm "smile"
Josh : yes..very calm , if you need something from me I will be downstairs
Lorraine : Dad!
Josh : yes?
Lorraine : If you go back with time...will you repeat the same mistake?
He was shocked and a bit confused because it's something weird for a girl in my age to say..
Josh : What mistake?
Lorraine : You know what I mean...my moth-
Josh : I DIDN'T KILL HER!
Lorraine : I didn't say you killed her.....you said!
Josh : I- of course I will correct my mistake...I will change a lot of things
I started to tear up...but I don't wanna make it worse than that
Lorraine : Good I just wanted to know..
Josh : I am sorry Lorraine...I am really sorry you have to face all this...trust me I will do my best for the two of us alright!
Facing such..a hard childhood..looking at the kids in my age with their mother , I envy them for the warmth they feel , while me..looking at them , lonely..shivering looking around maybe I'll find something to grab my attention than this painful thought...
Lorraine : "sigh" That's why I don't talk about my past life at all!
Chloe : Oh my god...how can you keep all this and never talk about it
Lorraine : Why should I mention a shitty like this you guys are the one and only who know that and I am not planning to talk about it ever again alright!
Emma : I am shocked...I feel for the first time that we don't know Lorraine like we are together from five years and this!!!I am totally shocked
Chloe : What about your father...are you alright with him , how is the weather?
Lorraine : Pretty smooth , most of the time at work he is working very hard..I am proud of him "smile"
Emma : What about dating...does your father reject the idea...or you are the boring one?
Lorraine : Proudly I will say...I am the boring one!
Emma : Come on Lorraine you are 20 for god sake!!!
Chloe : Yeah! when will you have your first date at 40!
Lorraine : No dummies...I wanna my first date to be special...with the one I love the one who will care about me and respect me!
Emma : your deep emotions will not work...welcome to the world!! baby the peace and calm inside you won't get anyone's attention!
Chloe : Listen playing violin won't work on the love side you have to work for it
Lorraine : Shut up you two! look at yourselves...waiting for any hottie so you can go with
Emma : Hey!
Chloe : We have emotions alright and that's not tr- oh my!!
Emma : "smirk" Alright look what we got..
Chloe : That tattoo..yes!!
Lorraine : "sigh" usually...I see guys..follow the girls and look at them with temptation to attract their attention or to satisfy their lusts and that's a common thing for most of the guys , but I have NEVER IN MY LIFE see girls play this role
Chloe : First are you blind or you are trying to play innocent? second we don't play this role we are just looking nothing more...have you seen us before doing something? the answer is no
Lorraine : I am afraid to find you two in this level..
Emma : about this don't worry about it "smirk"
Lorraine : Those eyes are telling me something else , by the way when will our lecture starts Emma?
Emma : Wait let me see......welp it started from 15 minutes "smile"
Chloe : Alri- wait WHAT!
Lorraine : WE TOLD YOU TO CHECK THE TIME!!
Emma : Yeah I forgot...don't look at me like that it's not like it's the first time to be kicked out chill! Listen if he did..and kicked us out it will be my treat alright!
Lorraine : After we finish you are gonna die..heard me!
Emma : I give you the permission
Chloe : CAN WE MOVE!!
Our professor doesn't like us that much...I mean he doesn't like us at all nor us so staying with him for a whole minute is something MAJOR no blame if we run away from him each lecture actually but since my father knew about running from the lectures he kept his eyes on me..I don't wanna problems actually so I have to
Emma : "smile" My favorite professor...look I know you won't believe me but Lorraine couldn't find her phone anywhere..sooo we had to help her because she was so worried that her father might call her..
Chloe : Yeah Yeah that's right that's why we are late!
Lorraine : Yeah we apologize Professor we won't do that again...
Professor : It's the 6th time! how many time you will apologize!
Emma : This time will be our last time!
Professor : I hope so you can go to your places
We went to out places which was beside each other Emma was cursing under her teeth as usual I told her billions of time not to do that because he might catch her but she never listen
Emma : Ridiculous and arrogant...I cant's stand him at all!
Chloe : And his short temper is not helping for real it's just our 6th time anyone else would run away from him!
Lorraine : His eyes will pop out from their sockets god he is looking at us more than he look at the papers in front of him!!
Chloe : I am hungry!
Emma : We just ate like 10 minutes ago!
Chloe : So? I am still hungry
Lorraine : Can you just think about something else than food!
Chloe : You just don't understand...without food means no energy means no power to listen to that old nosy man!
Professor : Chloe do you wanna share what you are talking about with us?
Chloe : Umm no?
Professor : Then stop talking or get out!
Chloe : Sorry!......I give up!
Emma : Good luck with you two I am out!
Chloe playing under the table and Emma went to her dreamland not caring about the session and me....sitting calmly thinking about what should I bring to my father since his birthday is today and I wanna make it special for him...he worked a lot on himself and I need to surprise him!