People say that family is home , You feel warm and safe 
but sometimes "Family" can be reason of pain and anger too!
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Lorraine Miller A young beautiful girl lives a normal life with her little warm family but when she lose her Mother Her life will change a lot into a dark cold life 

will she accept her fate to be under control...or she will change her fate and create her destiny

Symphony

I won't lie I enjoyed my time with Sam like a lot I didn't expect that to be honest not because Lucinda tried to warn me or something but Sam's character is actually clear a pervy play boy and let's be honest putting Sam in a real relation ship for him is like a cage , he is not ready and I don't think he will one day 


after we finished our day it was around 8 PM we sat on the grass and I started to admire the sky I am a daydreamer person I like to fly away with my dreams with no interruptions just me and the stars beautiful relaxing mood , when I felt a finger brushing my cheek made me turn to the person beside me 


"I see that you like the weather" Sam said with a chuckle at the end of his sentence 


"Can't you see the weather , it's so beautiful" I said and turned my gaze back to the sky 


He went closer to me putting his hand on the other side beside my hand I chuckled to myself 


"Yeah it looks so good...but you can enjoy the weather anytime you want but not now" 


I took a step away and looked at him patting on his shoulder 


"Sam you are leaning on the wrong tree buddy" I said 


"Thanks for the information but I don't think so" 


"But you must do , let's be honest Sam those playboy thing won't work on me do not even try , plus I am not from those people who would like to create relationships at least for now , and to be honest even more..you are not my type so sorry" I said taking my bag and standing up 


"Then why would you hang up with me if I am not your type then ha... it doesn't have to be fallen in love or even like someone it's just a slight push" 


"So you mean we are hanging out to see your effect on me , because if that's true then this is stupid" 


"It's your point of view that's why it sounds stupid , I am just telling you that human is not a rock Lorraine we have feelings even if we don't pay attention to it , and you will feel this sensation sooner or later... when the wave come you don't fight it unless you wanna drown you just work with it" He said last word near my ear 


"And you believe that this sensation I will get it with you?" I said putting my hands on my pocket while looking down to the ground 


"Well every guy in my place would work on that" He said turning around trying to avoid my eyes 


"I like how you act too confident , although you look stupid" I said 


"We will see who is the stupid one at the end , it's getting late shall we go?" 


I liked the idea , that I succeeded on pissing him off , he looked so chill and fine although his tone says the opposite , that made me ask myself does he really do this just for fun and playing or there is something else behind those childish actions I really wanna know , maybe I will ask him... but not now it's not the right time 


"Thanks Sam I enjoyed my time I hope we do it again" 


"We will don't worry about that , but for now we need to rest and practice you may not know Miss Heather but she is tough , one mistake and done" 


"Miss Heather... this lady is very weird she needs to act more friendly with us she is so harsh" 


"I know that's why we need to practice oh by the way are you in the group chat?" 


"that's fine I will send you the group link you must join alright" 


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So I took a break for a while....because of some technical problems and I am so sorry about this! 


I will try to post the rest of the chapters everyday! 


Heather : Lorraine being attracted with the past will ruin your future 


Ashton : I need to tell you something! 


Ch 18 "deeper"