Chapter Twenty--The Party

Ella's POV

... Why don't I feel anything. This is one of the reasons why I don't like getting involved with strangers. I have always thought that kissing just anybody isn't romantic at all and I have just proved my theory right. There is no single attraction, desire, or anything in me towards John.

I want to feel the flip flop in my stomach as he leans in but none of that is happening. Call me a dreamer but No way I'm having him kiss me because I don't feel anything.

His lips almost finally touching mine but I still don't feel anything. I should stop it before I regret it later. I know I have to try to convince myself that I needed a new partner or anything of that nature but right now I know John is certainly not that person.

"No!" I whisper yell jerking my face away from him.

"I think you had a lot of the alcohol," I said moving my face away from his to create some distance between.