Chapter Twenty-eight --Getting her out of my head

Ashton POV

Ella is not just any girl. Jack's words kept returning to me, again and again, the whole week. I know Ella isn't just another girl for me. She is different and amazing. She deserves someone better. A person who is not a player and can take good care of her. Someone who will love and cherish her the rest of his life and I know I couldn't give her that

I can't be with another girl, I can't cheat on... I didn't want to hurt another girl, again. I'm not sure these feelings are real. I never thought I will experience these feelings again, not after what happen the last time I wanted someone this much. Yes, I'm attracted to her but then again I'm attracted to anything in shirk. Ella is not the type of lady to be discarded after I'm done with her.

I couldn't do that with her. She deserves better and I wasn't good for her. I wasn't good for anyone.