3. The Old Me

I let a confused face hang on Tantri's face. I returned to my original role. The bully for Tantri. This is the first time I'm excited about bullying someone. Now I do not run out of energy to express my hatred for Tantri, even now with the threat I can conquer Martin. The women idol, student presidents. We are not dating, more precisely he became my slave. I am a key witness to his depravity.

"P ... please!" I ignored the low voice. I know who's asking for help. Feel Reyna's revenge. I let Tantri cornered in this student council room. I'm like the ruler now, I bet Martin is also happy to do his job now.

"Babe ... don't overcharges." Martin said with a grin. A grin that shook Tantri enough. Look at him cornered like a girl. I'm quite entertain. At home he can ask for protections from papa and mama. In school? Do not expect.

"Boss, can I do more?" all this time I just let Martin teased him, that's all. I glare at him with fist that I show. Of course you couldn't, I can go to court at home.

"Remember Tantri, don't pissed me off. Or I'll actually ask Martin to do it to you and oh .. don't forget I'll record it too." My word are full of hatred.

"No..no, Na." This kid really pissed me off

"What are you saying?"

"Rey..Rey .. don't .. please."

"I love watching you suffer." A cynical smile spread across my lips, "But I'm not satisfied. Wait for my next surprise."

I approached the cornered Tandrie. I know this, don't repeat that this is wrong, but too bad no one dared to fight back.

Tandrie straightforwardly adjusted his shirt. The hand was shaking, I saw it. The hand forced the closure of the work but unfortunately it couldn't be perfect because some of the buttons had broken off as a result of being dragged by me.

I didn't even waste Tandrie's thin physical condition. Currently Tandrie's weight is only a few kilograms difference with me. And for me who is used to physical training and is good at karate, dragging Tandrie is an easy job.

"Remember Tandrie, this is nothing!" I pushed Tandrie's chest until his back hit the wall. Really Tandrie, the one thing I really want is for you to come back to Thailand. Because I believe that your arrival in Papa Mama's life is a source of badness in life. Do you believe that? You make me invisible in daddy's eyes. You must be destroyed!

"Goodness, Rey"

"There's no mercy for you Tandrie, except-"

"Whatever Rey, please!" Tandrie's mind trembled. Tandrie will try to grant whatever his step sister wishes. For whatever reason he was at the limit of his ability to be tortured. He is tired, his life in Indonesia is indeed better. But it is still far from good. He just wants to live quietly without hostility.

"Fine, I'll make sure it will turn out well as long as you return to Thailand. Get away from papa mama's life. Can you?"

Tandrie fell silent. Returning to Thailand is not an option that Tandrie can choose. Not because he don't want to, but he can't. He does not have any property. He has naturalized again to become an Indonesian citizen, not Thailand. Even there, unfortunately my biological father was in prison. Only a gay prostitution house might be "home" for Tandrie if he returns to Thailand. He really doesn't own anyone or anything.

"I can not-"

"Coward!" Rey turned around, giving the code for Martin and his friends to leave the room immediately. She herself will come out last, ensuring that bullying to Tandrie is still in the corridor of her control.

"Boss, just like this?" Martin asked incredulously. Later Martin. Don't touch him without my permission.

"Of course stupid!" I said irritably. I turned to Tantri, "You, go back to class."

My good side is completely gone. I rarely come home now except after getting an ultimatum from papa. My tomboy is increasing. Now I don't have the good. Reyna, the popular girl has changed to the cold Reyna. Actually the students have smelled my behavior. But joining Martin, the student president made my position stronger so that the children preferred not to have anything to do with me or Martin.

The triumph of evil. They are stupid, Martin and the gang are not many. However, the silence taken by most of the students here is the biggest contribution to the triumph of bullying I did against Tantri.

It's like hell at home. I no longer get the sympathy of mama. There is only a Tantri, Reyna is dead. My job at home is just to annoy mama. Good, now even mom doesn't pay attention to me anymore. Go on!

"Nana, don't you eat first?" scold mama as i get ready to go out I carried a lot of luggage. Understandably I want to stay at Sheila's boarding house. Incidentally there is a work program that has not been completed and is also avoiding Tantri.

"Full." I answered briefly

"Nana .."

"Hmm?" I looked up at my mother, "What ma? Want to discuss Tantri again? I'm bored." Mama always talks about Tantri. Please appreciate it, please understand, please this, that. I am sick of.

"Tandrie's arm is bruised blue. Do you know something?"

Tandri had everything he could to forbid his mama not to confront the problem of bruises in several parts of his body with Reyna. This could be worse. He knew Reyna's threats were serious. As long as Reyna doesn't plan something that will cost his a return to Thailand, Tandrie is fine. Tandrie will endure the pain with all his might.

He was physically sick, but in fact his heart was more painful. Should be accustomed to being insulted and teased, seen as trash when in Thailand. But seeing that his step sister really didn't want him to be here turned out to be much more painful than what he had experienced in the past. Tandrie didn't hate Reyna. Instead, he felt guilty for taking what was Reyna's.

Tandrie does not want to take it, but Tandrie does not have a home. He already doesn't have anything to go home to. Only mama papa are willing to be the home for Tandrie

"Not."

"Does Nana know at least who? This can't be tolerated, Na. This is not the first and I'm afraid it won't be the last. Poor- "

"Tsk .. ma, that's how young people get fun of life. No fighting, no real boy. " Reyna stared intently at the Tandrie, who was listening shakily at the end of the dining table.

"Earlier, Mom talked to Tandrie, if-"

"Mama is accusing me again, right?"

"Nana, .. mama .."

"Just because Nana can do karate, mama concludes that, just because Tantri is weak then the strong is always wrong. Is that so, ma? After all, Tantri is a boy, so soft that he couldn't defend himself?"

"Nana, please mama."

"Understood Tantri? Mama, when will you understand Nana!" closing my debate with mama is always the same. I've already become a suspect. So even though there were other children who were mean to Tantri, I was always the defendant without trial. Clear, it's all Reyna's fault. My annoyance increased when Tantri pretended to defend me in front of mama.

"Mama, it's done. Tandrie is fine, Ma. Nana isn't wrong."

"But, honey.."

"Don't be a hero." I snorted and immediately left the house. If I couldn't, I'll beat Tantri in front of mama. I really hate Tantri, but I still really love mama. And still expecting mama to see me as before, as her precious daughter.