A thought!

You taught me how to let go

Of those who belittle me

You taught me to be real with myself

You gave me something that I thought it was going to last for the life time

The time I spent with you was my happiest moments

You gave me the taste of love that I needed

You let me adjust to what I never thought I will

You made me brave !

But where are you now?

Loving somebody else?

How can I let go of you if you have given me much to hold on to?

How should I hold myself together with the thought that you will never be mine?

Hurt!

Hurt!

Hurt!

That's what my heart goes through since you left me!

How long can I hold it together since pretending is my weakness!

Tears, tears!

FallIng down !

No word can escape my lips

My throat is painful!, a stone is in between ,now no word can escape my lips.

The thought of you makes me weak!

It makes me think there is now such thing as real love.

I loved you!

And I will never love again since real love does not exist!!