I want you

I want you!

Not because of what I see

But because of what I am feeling

My pride has stood on the way

Because if it wasn't that,

I would be in your arms

Pouring my emotions to you,

I want you!

And it pains me to watch you from far

Because I can not be near you

My pride will never allow me to be beside you,

I wish I can try to get closer to you

But I fear to expose myself to you,

I fear to be vulnerable

I wish I can let you know how you make me feel

But!

But my emotions are clouded with fear

My emotions are clouded with doubt

My emotions are clouded with pride

I hope one day I will be brave enough

I hope one day I can tell you all about these emotions

And I hope when that day finally arrives you won't be long gone

But

But since you here

I can tell you a little about these emotions

Well

My tears are streaming down my cheeks

Because I am in love with someone I cannot call my own

I'm in love with the better version of you

A version that you are not aware of

A version that you can not see

I'm in love with you

Because you the only man that stimulates my emotions like no other

You make my heartbeat accelerate in pace

You make the butterflies in my stomach turn...

I hope with this little information things can change

I hope you can read my emotions

I hope you will be able to see through me

I hope

I hope to be yours!