Chapter 25

"Hey.. I'm here..." Said Deku and got closer.

Bakugo turned to him and gave him a black look. "Deku.." Bakugo kept silence for a while and then sighted. "How stupid are you idiot.." Mumbled be and looked down. "W-what do you mean..?" Asked Deku, getting a little nervously. "Gosh... your eyes are so dead, so dark, such in a big despair. I only look in them and see how much you want to kill everyone again!" Bakugo raised a his voice and got mad. Midoriya shocked looked at him, feeling a little guilty but at the same time a little annoyed that Bakugo knows everything. "Kacchan.... what are you even talking about... I stopped thinking about that for a while" Mumbled he, trying to keep calm, but Bakugo got more pissed off and came closer to him, hitting him in the face. "Don't play dumb nerd! Do you really think that I don't know that people who suddenly disappeared were killed by you!?" Yelled he. Deku coughed a little blood and then raise his head and looked in Bakugo's eyes. "Kacchan! You know why I'm doing this! It'll be better—"; "BETTER?! Are you kidding me?! You're killing people that has nothing with Icy-Hot! You only put in your mind the thought that everyone wants him and that everyone is gonna take him away from you!" Yelled Bakugo and took Deku by his collar. Midoriya looked a little scared in Bakugo's eyes. "B-but Kacchan! That's true-! Everyone wants to use him! But I love Shoto and I need to protect him!" Said loudly Deku, placing his hands on Bakugo's ones, trying to get them away from his collar. "Idiot! Who even said that!? You need to protect him?! You only hide him from this world more! You only limit him at some things, making his life hell!" Yelled Bakugo again and hit his head in Deku's one, making that one to start bleeding. "Tsk-! Kacchan, but what if someone is gonna hurt him!? If I don't kill them, Todoroki might suffer and get hurt!" Some tears were running Deku's cheeks. Bakugo open wide his eyes "He cares about Icy-Hot's health and life-? I thought he's killing only to get rid of others, so Todoroki to pay attention only to him-.." Thought Bakugo, but then bitted his lip hard and push Deku away, making him fall on the floor. "And still-! Why to kill others when you could just deal with them and in other ways!" Said Bakugo still annoyed about this fact. Midoriya stand up and got closer, hitting Bakugo in the belly, after took him on his shoulder and throw him on the ground. "Gosh! You were supposed to tell others if you saw all my strange behaviour! Why-!? Why you kept it a secret all this time?! You also haven't thought—" Was yelling Midoriya as crying more. "Because I fucking love you and want to protect you! I couldn't let you suffer more! But you will never listen to me, so I decided that I'll just protect you, not telling no one your secret!" Raised his voice Bakugo and hardly stand up. Midoriya surprised kept silence. Again empty and lonely.. his childhood just confess to him in love..

In Deku's eyes everything was getting dark.. Thoughts in his mind messed up that making his head to hurt a lot. He just started to cry and scream in pain. Bakugo bitted his lip nervously and slowly came closer to him. He looked in silence how Midoriya is suffering, but then took him closer and hugged him tightly. Midoriya got annoyed of this, the unpleasant feeling that was giving him someone else even if he really needed that in that moment. "N-no! No, no!" Yelled Deku as pain was getting worse and worse from every second. Bakugo hide Deku's head in his chest and slowly started to caress is and his back. Feeling the warmth of his hands, Deku calmed down a little. Midoriya hugged him back as starting to cry more. "I-... I didn't want everything to become like this! W-why? When did it all become so dark?... I just want in Shoto's warm hugs to be... to feel how he's kissing me shortly everywhere.. I want to be near him... I don't need anything else" Mumbled Deku though his tears. "I know.." Said in a tired voice Bakugo. "But who was the one that wanted to be a hero? Weren't you the fan nr 1 of All Might? Didn't you want to show me that you're powerful than me..?" Added he and smiled short. "You look so pathetic Izuku" Said he as looked at the sky. "I wish all this was just the worse nightmare I could have" Mumbled Bakugo.

Midoriya was feeling guilty for that. He knew that killed and dear people to Bakugo. That's why he reacted so aggressively.

"There is also my fault.." Someone's voice was heard, that was coming closer. The boys looked at him as kept silence. "T-Todoroki-kun-.." Mumbled easy Deku and wiped his tears away.