Seventy-Two

"Mm. Fu… Jeongwoo, wait." Changmin managed to say in a really low voice in between kisses and pulled back a little. "I have to… prepare you. Hold on." He kissed me one more time, then moved to the side of the bed and reached for the bedside table.

No. Come back. "Hyung-"

"Yes. Sorry." He nodded, shut the top draw and returned to me with a bottle of lotion and condoms in hand.

Those- "Since when- You had them in the draw?"

"I unpacked a little when you were sleeping." He replied and kissed me. "Don't want to hurt you." We shared another kiss. "But I can't hold back much longer."

Then don't. "Hyung… Don't- Don't leave me like that again."

He chuckled and ran his fingers through my hair. "Why? Didn't like it?"

"No."

"Understood." He nodded and tugged on my chinos. "Take it off."

Oh gosh.

I did become a little conscious when I got fully naked but that was soon forgotten in how it felt to have his fingers inside me. It felt so strange that I almost told him to stop. The way that he stayed close, kissed me occasionally and let me hold onto him, however, made me swallow my fears and give into the longing. With the more time that passed and the more the both of us got used to it, as he added another finger, prodding around more inside me, the feelings it invoked changed. It was a bitter-sweet kind of feeling that left me itching for more. My body was burning up so much that I was feeling uneasy.

It got difficult to breathe.

"H-Hyung, I-" On the other hand, my friend at the front was at his limit. "I'm…"

"Don't hold back." He spoke into my ear in a breathy voice. Maybe it was because of the state that I was in, but that act of his made me look away as the blood rushed to my head.

"Ya… Your ears are turning red." Changmin commented, bemused.

"D-Don't say it!" Do you realise what position I'm in?!

A while after I came, that friend of mine started acting up again. Maybe it was because this was my first time that he was being so overenthusiastic and I was so sensitive. Either way, Changmin was enjoying every little reaction from me.

When he took out his fingers on feeling that I was ready, I somehow felt… empty. I did not say anything though- just kept my eyes on his face, watching him as he ripped open the condom packet with his teeth and attended to his member before finally noticing me. He smiled as he climbed over me again. "That impatient, my Jeongwoo?"

Although I wasn't entirely sure of what feeling I was supposed to anticipate, I did not want to wait anymore. Since we had already come this far, I just wanted him to do it already.

He raised my legs by my thighs and sat himself between then. One hand at his penis, his other hand found my right hand, interlacing his fingers with mine. "Relax for me, okay?"

I could try but- "Ah!" I clutched the hand holding mine and threw the other over his back when he began pushing it in.

This was very different from how the fingers felt!

"Does it hurt? Do you want me to wait?" He asked in concern.

I shook my head in haste. "No. It's okay." No more waiting. "Continue… I'm okay."

He took a moment to breathe and catch himself before pushing it in fully. Even aided by the lotion, it hurt at first. He let me cling to him after that when he began moving slowly. Eventually, it became a lot easier to take. After a point though, with him speeding up his movements and indulging in very intimate kisses, I pretty much stopped thinking altogether.

It felt good.

Even though it brought tears to my eyes that he occasionally kissed away, it felt incredibly good.

Once he was convinced that I was okay on my own, he sat up properly and lifted my right leg over his shoulder, beginning to move his hips again. The rush from being so obviously watched like that was making me giddy. There was no more pain- just waves of pleasure that pushed me over the edge at least three more times within the four times that we changed positions. He was far from satisfied with doing it just once or twice anyway. Even after I began feeling the exhaustion, he had enough energy left to go once more. Releasing for the fifth time, he lowered both my legs and leaned over to gather me up into his arms and kissed me, still breathing in heavy pants. "Jeongwoo."

Yes?

"Jeongwoo-ya." He caressed my cheek and made me turn my head to look at him.

"Ah…" I managed to fix my eyes on him. It still felt weird down there.

"Tired?"

What do you think? "Yeah." I caught his right arm that was supporting him on the bed. Lie down. Stop looming over me like that. It's making it difficult to breathe.

"That so? Too bad." He chuckled and brushed my hair off my face.

'Too bad'? I thought we were done. "You… aren't?"

"Hm. I am but…" He kissed my forehead. "Probably not as much as you."

Yeah. No kidding.

"Come on. Lie down properly." He looped his arms under mine and pulled me up to lie down properly with my head on the pillow. "Wait a bit, okay? I'll clean up."

'Clean up'. I nodded. "I'll-"

"You stay put."

I raised myself onto my elbows. "I can-"

"No."

"But I need to-"

"Ya. Let me do this." He chuckled. "I'll wipe you down too while I'm at it. You stay where you are."

… "You're in a good mood."

"Obviously." He smiled. "It makes me even happier to think that we have a whole week of this."

"You're… starting to sound like a pervert, Hyung."

"Oh, look who's talking." He planted both palms on either side of my head and leaned in to speak into my ear. "Do it fast."

I felt my face grow hot and I shoved him, pressing a palm to the ear that was now tingling. I had said that in the heat of the moment. He didn't have to bring it up like that!

He laughed and ran his fingers through my hair. "I like it when you act so unexpectedly honest."

Your reactions always told me so too. "You said you were going to clean up? Hurry up and come back to bed." I waved him off. I had pretty much just woken up a little more than an hour ago but I was ready to fall back to sleep again.

"Okay. Wait for me." He said, got up and wore his underwear and pants before walking to the attached bathroom.

After he had cleaned up, I had put on my underwear by the time he came back to bed. I cuddled up to him immediately despite the ache in my body. He readily embraced me. "How's your body?"

"I can manage." I answered.

"Ah. Sorry. I couldn't really hold myself back after a point." He said sheepishly and began stroking my back as if to comfort me.

"I am not complaining." I stated.

"Mm." That seemed to make him feel better. "Oh, but what about dinner?"

"Are you hungry?"

"Not… particularly. I'm more tired."

"Shall we just skip then?" I snuggled up. "I don't really want to move from here."

He laughed and nodded. "You can be really adorable sometimes, you know?"

No comment.

I closed my eyes. While my body did feel a little sore, it was really comforting to be tangled up with him like this. With all that I had taken just then, his warmth was much welcome. The peace that I felt within made me think- 'Ah. I really love this man'. Finding myself feeling overwhelmed by all that, I pressed a quick kiss to his chest.

"Ya. Are you trying to rile me up again?" He asked, surprised.

"No." I couldn't handle any more. "Good night."

"Are you really ready to sleep again?"

"Mm."

"Ah… Did I overdo it?" He slowly asked.

"No." I returned. "It was good."

… "Really?"

"Mm." I was as into it as you were.

"Then… good." He kissed the top of my head. "Good night, Jeongwoo-ya."

"Mm." Good night, Hyung.