Cap XV- I opened my eyes

I opened my eyes and saw that you were no longer here; I came face to face with life and saw that the most important part of me was missing ...

I opened my eyes and came face to face with a huge emptiness, today I know the real meaning of that cliché phrase, which everyone says because "my longing has a name" ...

I opened my eyes and honestly I just wanted to close it again, because I can't bear not being able to touch, kiss or hug you anymore ...

I opened my eyes and started to hate myself, not because I hurt you or missed something, but because I couldn't hold you back when you said you didn't want to be by my side anymore ...

Opening my eyes became my biggest fear, I became someone different, I went back to being that "me" who saw no meaning in life ...

I opened my eyes and noticed that I had lost my ...

You.