Cap XXI- Dilemmas

Between being or not being, I decided to love you ... And for a long time I thought I had made the right choice, but today the confusion afflicts me ...

Between not knowing whether to stay or leave, for fear that later you will realize that things have changed and try to resolve them ...

Between wanting to give you love and moving away, because it hurts and tires me to be struggling when you don't even look at what I do ...

Between wanting to have you around and the fear of knowing that I'm not the one you want anymore, because my mind has made a rough sketch of a life by your side ...

Between wanting to continue to give you love and the huge emptiness that I feel, because today, you stopped making it reciprocal ....

And my fear is simply due to the fact that I know that among the options to choose from in this dilemma that I experience none of the ones that I do, it will make me feel better than I do now.