Cap XXX- Existential Void

It is complicated to miss someone who should never have left, to think of ways to make her come back, but to fear that your performance is not enough or does not go against what the person expects of you ...

Complicated is knowing and having to live in the knowledge that you can give a thousand or a million, but by some adverse force to your will, the counterpart does not feel good enough, or deserving of the whole that you propose to give ...

Complicated is knowing that no one is there for you, whereas you are always there for whoever it may be ...

Complicated is to love, because love makes you win, love makes you smile, love makes you believe at least something in your life makes and makes sense, on the other hand, love makes you irrational, loving makes you stop thinking of you by becoming impulsive, love makes you vulnerable, love blinds your eyes ... Because the heart is a selfish beast, and if you are not careful, or this love hurts, you end up empty. ..

Empty so that life will no longer make sense ...

Empty to the point of questioning and questioning any attitude or decision taken in the past ...

Empty to the point of losing the rudder or the reins of your life ...

A huge Existential Void, simply because you believed that without the love of someone you could not have, do or be more than you once had, did or were ...