Difficulties

Well, today I began to face my problems, not all of them at the same time, I'm no longer eager to die.

Facing problems, especially when you don't have someone to talk is really troublesome. I talked about it with friends but sometime the problem concern them so speaking about it without a solution is utterly impossible.

I hate being mean to my friends, other I don't care at all but my friends, it' s just heart breaking to think about it.

I always wondered, when you begin to face your problems, problems you accumulated for years, is the order important? You can't treat them all at the same time so the order you choose subconsciously, does it mean something? Or if you want to decide of the order yourself, what are the parameters you take into account? What are the more important and the details?

Maybe it's about the urgency or the strength of the problem or how deeply it affects you today, or in general