Just the way I feels

Maya couldn't sleep, usually, she always fell asleep after making love to Marve but this time she was still awake even though Marve had been asleep for a long time.

 She turned to Marve and smiled then adjusted the blanket to make sure Marve wasn't cold.

 Maybe this atmosphere still feels strange to her so she can't sleep but more than that, Maya was feeling anxious.

She kept thinking about Raden who finally agreed to do a DNA test with her. She felt the truth getting closer and closer but that only made her more uneasy.

 Maya then decides to leave her room leaving Marve alone.

 She could see the sea from where she was standing now.

 "Do I deserve to be happy when I'm the only one left here alone? It would be better if you guys were with me and enjoyed our victory."

 Maya hugged herself, wrapped her arms around her shoulders with her arms crossed. She held back her tears as best he could as he missed Arya and Mina again.