We fight ourselves

Marve sat limply on the sofa holding his dizzy head, his heart shattered into pieces, why did Maya have such a heart for him?

 He did make a mistake because he had been deceived by Rara and let Rara live with them so that Maya misunderstood but even Maya didn't want to listen to his explanation last night.

 Maybe Maya was deliberately looking for his mistakes so she can get back with Andre, her first love made him feel bad when he did much worse.

 So the cry is fake? Like a fool, I blamed myself for her sadness.

Maya easily went with another man to a hotel they were sure to book a room and make love there. Marve couldn't imagine if Maya's body had been touched by another man. He couldn't accept it, his pride was shattered.

 Marve's tears fell again and his breath became even tighter at the thought that Maya had not only given up her body but had also given her heart to Andre.

 What am I lacking?