MHMM..

You'll know when you're truly ready, when in that moment you feel nothing but willingness to give yourself to that special person."

And when they were off….

He kisses his way back up until he was at my inner thighs, where he stops and stares at my p**sy and then up at me, I try to close my legs slightly because it made me feel self conscious about myself, which was a first, since I was okay with my little curves, sort of big ass and reasonable sized breasts, but my insecurities fades when I hear him say, "Shit, Lesha, baby, you're so wet for me already." in a husky and lust filled voice.

I feel his tongue lick my most sensitive nub and I let out a soft moan as he did again, Xavier continued to lick, suck and nibble on my cl*t. He pushes his finger into me as he sucks on my pleasure bud, drawing a loud pleasurable moan from my lips. I feel as he adds another finger inside me, stretching me, creating a good mixture of pain and pleasure.

He sucks even harder on my cl*t, while twirling his fingers inside of me, hitting something which causes me to scream out, but that doesn't stop him, cause he continues to hit that same spot over and over again, slowly building my first orgasm for the night. He continues his assault on my sensitive spot, causing me to lose my breath. I scream out his name, even saying to stop because I can't handle how much pleasure was running through my body.

It went on like that, as I felt every muscle in me clenched deliciously, causing me to squeal and pull at his hair, making him groan in response, sending vibrations right at my core, releasing yet another breathy moan from my lips. I arch my back off the bed, as I feel the pleasure building up painfully inside my lower stomach, causing me to squeeze my vaginal walls around his fingers, "Release for me, baby," he says in a low, deep lustful voice, and just like that I experience the most earth shattering orgasm, making my legs shake uncontrollably and me screaming out. "Ahhh....mhhhmmm X..Xavier do..don't stop!" as I feel myself come undone around his finger and tongue that is lapping up all my juices.

I am breathing heavily, as Xavier hovers over me, placing a wet kiss on my lips allowing me to taste myself on his lips. He looks at me with such intensity as he slippes out of his underpants, revealing his very huge and throbbing member, just springing out, imediately drawing all of my attention. I look at it, then back up in his eyes nervously. In all honesty, it looked really painful but I restrain myself from the embarrassment of asking him if it is indeed painful.

"Are you sure you want to continue? Because we can stop here if you want," he says, still putting me before him, which just turned me on more than ever. I know for a fact that I am ready to give this man all of myself, I love him.. he showed me how to love myself and how to be loved.

"I'm sure, I'm ready to give you all that is me, so stop worrying, you're not forcing me to do anything I don't want to do." I reply, knowing there is no backing out now.

"If at any point you want to stop let me know and we will be okay." he says.

I nod my head in response as I watch as he takes out a condom, but before he could open it, I stop him. "I'm on the pill, my grandma made me start them when I started to sleep over here," I say as a blush creeped it's way on my already flustered face. "Plus, I'm allergic to latex, so if you don't mind, you could go raw for tonight." I finish, looking up at him, knowing for sure that I look as red as an apple.

"I promise you I'm clean, I get checked every month." he says as he places the condom back down. He comes back on top of me, positioning himself. "This is going to hurt, but I'll go slow and won't move until you tell me to, okay?" he says, and then he kisses me. I feel as he rubs the tip of his d*ck on my clit and pushes in slowly into me. He slowly tears past my walls, enticing a small cry to pass through my mouth as I felt the pressure of him being embedded inside of me. He doesn't move an inch, just allowing me to get acquainted with the feeling of him being inside of me. He moves a little inside me causing pain to run through my whole body, making me tense at the sensation. I try to breathe and not to pay attention to the pain but I can't take it as I feel him move again. Tears start to run down my face, and Xavier starts to kiss me all over my face, comforting me as he continues to push past all my barriers in and out at a steady tempo. He continued this until the pain became bearable and started to inflict a painful pleasure assault on my body.

Xavier starts to kiss me again and I moan and shift myself to get a little bit more comfortable, but Xavier pulls away and hisses, "Shit, Lesha, don't do that unless you're ready for me to really move, you're so frigging tight it's unbelievable,"

I do it again, trying to signal that he could , and he must have understood because he pulled out with another hiss, only to push back in. He repeats the process until I was a moaning mess.

"Y...yess, harder, faster Xavier, ye..yeah just like that, mmmhhhhhmmmm, it feels soooo go..good" I moan out as I feel that build up again in response to him picking up the speed.

"Release for me baby" he says as he sucks my left nipple and rubs his thumb on my already sensitive clit, bringing me to my next release.

"Ahhhhhh Xavier" I shout as I let go, biting him on the shoulder and digging my nails into his back.

He continued for a few more strokes before I feel him throbbing inside of me, bringing me to my third release and him letting go inside me moaning out "Yes, you feel so frigging good Lesha!" before he collapses on top of me as we both try to calm our breathing.

He pulls out of me, causing both of us to gasp, leaving me feeling empty without him buried in the depths of me. He goes to the bathroom coming back with a warm wet cloth and cleans me up before he lays beside me, covering us both and dragging me closer to him.

" Xavier," I say softly.

"Mmmhmmm" he answers.

"I love you," I whisper.

" I love you too Lesha," he replied.

" Xavier" I said again with a small nervous smile resting on my lips.

"Yes Lesha" he answered in a tired voice.

"H..how was I?" I asked back shyly.

"You were amazing baby, the best I ever have" he says, bringing another smile to my face.

"Good, because you were amazing too, even though I have nothing to compare it with." We both laugh together at what I said then embrace one another to be closer, then we say our goodnights as we travel to dreamland.