A farewell without a kiss

A farewell without a kiss

Dad was driving and he was hitting the steering wheel I told him

Calm down dad it's no big deal

And he slammed on the brakes and pulled the truck to the side

Saying

It's not that big of a deal?

You've been lying to me this whole time you've been putting her in my house you stole money from my credit card just to give it to her.

Of course the money is at home she's not a thief because you can't understand.

What do you want me to understand?

That I'm in love

That I love her

I prefer you dead Samantha

He pulled me out of the truck and opened the door to my stall and yanked me out by one arm and yanked me into the house screaming.

I was going to run to my room but he chased me holding me by the hair I screamed and my mother and sister came out to see what was going on.

Mom said

Raulf what are you doing, have you lost your mind?

My sister also came downstairs scared and dad said

Do you know what I got by doing to your daughter the crap your daughter was doing?

I shouted back

What crap?

And I just felt my dad's thick hand crashing hard on my cheek throwing me to the ground from the force it carried as his slap hit me in the face.

My sister screamed as she ran to pick me up.

Dad, stop it!

My mom was late and shouted

Raulf don't do it

She is your daughter

And she hugged him to calm him down as she asked him with tears rolling down her cheek.

Raulf you love her don't mistreat her.

You love her, don't you?

That seemed to bring him to his senses and he slowed his breathing and said, "You know what Diane was doing?

Do you know what Diane was doing?

Do you know what your daughter was doing?

My mom was rubbing his face and telling him

Look at me tell me don't look at her now.

If it's drugs we will get her help love

He said looking at my mother and crying

What drugs Diane?

Then what can I do to make you mistreat her like that?

I found her having sex with that pervert Gentile.

My mother was shocked but she managed to pull herself together immediately and said

Love look at me it must be some adolescent experience.

No Diane they have time and your daughter was withdrawing amounts of money that I'm sure that filthy girl was asking for.

I said while my sister hugged me

It's not like the money is upstairs. I took it because I knew you wouldn't understand. None of you would understand that I love her, that I fell in love and wanted to run away with her and I should have.

My mother turned around with her hand over her mouth and said to me

Since when Samantha?

Be honest

More than a month, I don't know, maybe two

My mom looked at my dad and looked back at me and asked

And jhos, did you have anything to do with jhos' death?

I answered scared

No, of course not

My father put his hands on his head and said

You perjure yourself in front of a judge and a prosecutor you denied having a romantic relationship with someone and she denied it too you know that if this gets out you will go to jail.

I got even more scared.

My mother said

What are we going to do Raulf, surely that girl seduced her like she seduced Newtan, you can't allow our daughter to be judged for this murder.

My sister said

Negotiate with Gentile's father and that's it.

It's not that easy Daisy, we would be committing another crime.

Listen girl you have to stop seeing her you won't call her you won't look for her.

And I replied

No, I'm not going to do that. I love her.

Ah!

You're not going to do it?

Daisy pack her a bag tonight and you're on a plane to Switzerland.

My mom said

No Raulf, you're not taking me away from my daughter.

Understand Diane, if she stays here they're going to look for her and sooner or later they're going to find her and we won't be able to get her out of trouble, they'll open the case again and she'll be a murder suspect and your sister will show no mercy in order to get Newtan out of that damned prison.

My mom looked at me and said

Pack your clothes Daisy

I fell to my knees and hugged my parents' feet and begged them.

No please don't I beg you I will do whatever you ask of me

And mom replied

What we will ask of you is exactly the one thing you will not comply with; there is no turning back daughter. We will take you out of the country today.

I got up and ran to my room

I quickly wrote on a piece of paper that I tore out of a notebook

Love I'll be back wait for me I won't be with anyone until I see you again don't forget me

I will send everything to your mail until the video of April and my diary write in it while I come back I will write you from wherever I am and if for some reason I find it difficult I will find a way I promise not to be with anyone else until I can come back to your side

I love you

I folded the sheet and gave it quickly to Daisy.

Please Daisy hand it over I beg you sister.

Yes yes I will I promise

She put it in her pocket and I immediately went to send everything to her mail I heard my parents' footsteps coming up the stairs my sister ran up the stairs closed the door and said in a low voice

Hurry up

And then she started to dissimulate saying

Let me out samantha

And I said

No I'm not leaving

My dad was forcing the door and Daisy was saying

Daddy Samantha won't let me out and he's carrying a razor.

I ran and grabbed the razor and said

I'm gonna cut myself don't come near me

My dad said

Samy please my life don't do that I saw that everything was over and I erased all the information from the computer and that's when it occurred to me to place the knife right on my wrist and I told her

Excuse me Daisy I don't want to leave

I'm not leaving

My sister got scared and said

No please Samantha don't do this to yourself I promise you on my life I will deliver the note

I want to see her tell her to let me say goodbye

I tell them let me open the door

And she opened the door because of the force with which she sharpened the knife and it was already starting to drip blood but I felt no pain

My dad broke down and with a trembling voice he mejo

Love don't do it I beg you

Forgive me for how I treated you

And I said

I want to see her I'm not going to leave without seeing her and I'm going to do it again and again until I see her.

He was coming towards me with slow steps

My mom was crying my sister said

Samantha don't do it

And I got distracted looking at her dad jumped on me and struggled to take the blade from me and all of a sudden a lot of blood was coming from somewhere when I managed to fall to the ground with dad holding me and crying in desperation my sister ran and took the knife my dad saw the blood he picked me up and checked me desperately but it wasn't me it was me he had opened the palm of his hand deeply and the blood was coming out all the time

I tried to run away but the security was already there and I was sure they heard my mother's screams or the maid gave warning and they held me up it was the end for it was the end for me.

4 hours later

Embarked on a plane with my father on one side there was no way out just ask God for a miracle but I doubt that God wants to grant me a miracle at this time my father's hand was bandaged and they ended up grabbing 5 stitches I told him

Dad please give me a chance

And he answered very dryly without looking at me

Of course I will give it to you Samantha but when you are cured of your madness when you will be my Samantha again and the one who is talking to me right now is another Samantha that I don't know.