I miss him

[Richard]

Ashley stood up angry with me. I'm not trying to play her. Sure I, did not really like her, in the past years but the few close encounters I have had with her since late last year were pretty memorable. I have an experience that made me really like her and realise that she is most beautiful person I have ever seen. Both inside and out. Sure Robin has been a bastard to her and I probably should have defended her against Robin. I kept fearing that whatever it is that broke their friendship up will break ours? Or am I really afraid of letting Robin know that I like her? I sound like a coward. Maybe I am.