Chapter 1: Luka

Mostly everyone that you know has access to the internet. What you do there varies.

There's those responsible ones that obtain a phone to be able to call and message others about important information. Or those that post pictures of themselves online to see what other people's perspectives are about them. It's nonstop.

Though for me, it's a platform for me to lurk around the internet to find myself the sexiest clothing. Or go hours upon hours watching useless videos. But, most importantly to check up on what my crush, Gideon is up to.

It's not stalking but rather, observing. All I'm simply doing is looking at his social media to check if he's acquired a girlfriend or boyfriend. Nothing wrong with that. You too would stalk your ex to see if he's already gotten a girlfriend just a couple of days after you broke up. What I'm doing is something somewhat similar to that.

You wouldn't like to see your crush having his hands around someone else or lips touching someone else's other than your own. I'd go mad crazy. The only property he's allowed to possess is me. I think if he did get a girlfriend, I'd simply kill myself. No hesitation whatsoever. It's my goal to make Gideon mine. And once he is, I'll finally be happy.

My parents kicked me out of the house because they found me disgusting for constantly buying girl clothing behind their backs. So they send me off to some crappy apartment to live in and still be attending school. School was beneath me, but it was a good place for observing and acquiring knowledge. Only a couple days into school is when I noticed Gideon.

He was tall with black hair that was split and had the prettiest hazel eyes. His hands were slender and his body was muscly. And was a straight A student. Everything about him was perfect. Unlike me I was a skinny boy with long black hair that reached my shoulders and my eyes were simply black but on times appeared grey. I was decent in school. But I have no talent. He wouldn't notice a guy like me.

Nevertheless, that's when I went to find his instagram and then i consistently been following hom and seeing all his post and reveal his sexy face.

I hope to one day tell him how I feel and hopefully we can be the happiest couple known.