chaeraelk_

"I know, you've worked hard..."

Everyone must have experienced sadness, disappointment, and suffering. I won't force myself to speak.

Maybe these sentences will be one way to express that sadness. Not much is able to reveal it. 

I just wanted to help convey a taste that had long been harboring itself. It hurts, but it's more relieved to say it.

Hard To Breathe

I just want to be accepted off that path. I'm honestly really depressed. But I'm still struggling. I don't want to disappoint them even though I feel pressured.


Now I just hope that yesterday's rejection gets me accepted off this bloody path. I don't expect to receive another rejection, who will? I just want one by one the problems begin to be replaced with the happiness I expect from God. 


Honestly I can't expect too high anymore, I'm afraid to be knocked down to make me feel the lowest. I will say the results later when all is over. My readers hope that the results I announce later are what I expected. Amen.


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