Hey, I told you.
It's not that I don't want to open my heart to new ones.
Over and over I wanted to open my heart, but still I definitely returned to who I call "home".
However I'm honest, I feel tired like this. But I really don't want to go back to a time where I started to know and understand another self.
I don't want to go back to the time when I started aligning our hearts. Starting over again to get in line with the thought.
I didn't want to start over once I was at this point. I was tired, but it's better to endure than to start over with the others. Because after all, I'm going back to "my home"