[~55~] 2

For the second, I was the one bothering him first. But it turns out that long before I knew him, he liked me first. Although, not after that.

I was wrong when I started opening my heart to you. I was wrong when I started teasing you. I was wrong when I chose you to be the person I love. I was wrong when I started chasing you. I was stupid enough to always express my feelings in long, sickening sentences. I'm stupid enough to like a bastard like you. People like you don't deserve to be genuinely loved.

You always act nice to me when we are dating. Even though you ask me for dating but everyone knows you never loved me. You're always with other women. You even like other women when you are with me. How stupid I am. You always seem forced when I want to talk to you alone. You seem to be avoiding me always.

Until one day I realized the fact that the reason you asked me to date was because you were "sorry" because I had loved you for a long time. What the hell is that reason. there is no way it's wrong because your own best friend said it. You never loved me. You even dumped me when we were fine. You slowly disappear and suddenly loving with other women. Stupidity, I was the one who matched you with her. Hurt? Yes! Even at the last moment I still wish we were together until the funny thing is that you don't even leave a place for me in your heart.

After that I never had contact with you again. Last thing I know you change partners easily. I no longer hate you, I forgive you, but I can't forget what happened.