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"I know, you've worked hard..."

Everyone must have experienced sadness, disappointment, and suffering. I won't force myself to speak.

Maybe these sentences will be one way to express that sadness. Not much is able to reveal it. 

I just wanted to help convey a taste that had long been harboring itself. It hurts, but it's more relieved to say it.

Hard To Breathe

It's just an update of the Instagram feature... But, why do you have to make a DM only if the other party accepts the message invitation? 


In fact, how could Kai and Jaemin accept my invitation message... 


It felt like breaking up with my boyfriend.


The sentence I composed for the last time as closing and farewell. It's very sad to remember that I can no longer send messages to people I love with all my heart. Very sad because I was used to telling him how my day was, but now I can't anymore. It's very sad because I'm used to venting all kinds of emotions that I have to their Instagram DMs. So sad because I miss them so much.


Why? That should be the only way for me to let go of the bad feelings in my heart, tell stories, tell my boyfriend, and relax my mind. But now... what can I hope for? Bubble is too expensive so I only buy jaemin's, while kai is in the military.


So who should I tell about all this in the future? How should I rearrange my heart? How should I stop this habit? I'm too comfortable telling them both. 


The world really likes to play with everything, huh.


[~86~] The DM