chaeraelk_

"I know, you've worked hard..."

Everyone must have experienced sadness, disappointment, and suffering. I won't force myself to speak.

Maybe these sentences will be one way to express that sadness. Not much is able to reveal it. 

I just wanted to help convey a taste that had long been harboring itself. It hurts, but it's more relieved to say it.

Hard To Breathe

Or the worst case is you just play around me?


I have to take some rest, but my heart still want to know about you. Do you know haiw hard i try to sit in by myself and forget about you? Trying to focus on myself instead of thinking about you? Trying to forget about you, trying to stop look at you, trying to stop make story about us in my imagination.


Look how you make me war with myself. I can't even say that I'm not in love with you. I do love you.


How can I understand if you don't speak to me? 


Just say what actually your heart is, so i can consider your feeling, so i know what supposed to do, leave this story or living this story full of love.


For a minute i think you fullfiled my mind, and do you do the same? Do you ever think about me?


Its funny how i struggle with myself and you just don have nothing to do, but my love grow for you.


Just don't do lovers do if you actually don't feel the same with me. Just thinking about you and how it ends feels like so bad. The stories that will end asap, and i still don't know what to do. 


You meet so many girls, and i just keep my heart for you. Maybe i have to erase you from my life, isnt it? 


Is it that hard to call my name? We just in the same age. Or maybe you just don wanna call my name? Or do you just admire me as your senior? Do you how hard it feel to try to guess what your heart feels about me? 


Just go with yours, and i go with mine, that's how we end, i guess?


I know you have the same feeling, and i can give you a chance, just say it to me. But i can't wait any longer, you know? I also a woman who can feel tired.


[~96~]