Xavier Black's POV
Fear
The only feeling I want everyone to have for me.
You can call me a sadist because I truly like to cause people pain.
This brings a kind of satisfaction to me and now I am addicted to it.
Those who face my wrath curse me from the depths of their heart.
But it doesn't matter to me.
Their words are nothing when I know that my birth itself was a curse.
I was not meant to be born.
My birth itself was a curse which made me lose my mother.
She was supposed to live while I should have died in her womb but when moon goddess controls your arrival and demise we are just puppets in her hands.
It's not that my father doesn't love me.
No instead he is the only one who truly loves me but when I see him hold my mothers picture and cry for hours I can't help but hate myself for his pain.
Others hate me and I don't have a problem with that because I also hate myself.
But.
Those beautiful blue eyes of my mate can't hate me.
I will not let them hate me.