So close, but a far away

(Megan POV)

When the next day has come, I slowly opened my eyes, and while seeing that I'm hugging Joe, a smile show up on my face. When I had it, I looked at his sleeping face, and when I slowly moved my head, I could feel the pain coming from it. While feeling it, I said to myself, 'hangover, how I hate you,' and as I moved slowly out from bed, my steps go to the bathroom. While being there, I had done all that I needed, and when this has happened, I looked at the bath, and while I was doing it for some time, I decided to take it as it might help me.

When I was taking it, for a long time, I had done it after the water becomes cold, and when I walked out from there. After I started drying my body, I looked around, and while not seeing any underwear which I could wear, but a dirty one from yesterday, I shake my head. When I have done this, I walked out wearing nothing after drying. After I come to my bag, I took out underwear from there. While having it in my hand, I could hear that Joe started moving on the bed, so I put it fast on myself.

"Good," I just say, after putting on the bra, and when I had done this, I walked to my laptop. While being there, I took it out, and I started it. After it started working, I started checking if important information has come, which goes directly to my email. While I was checking, I drank coke which I take from the fridge, and when I was doing it, I checked one, which had come. When this has happened, I was done reading, and after I answered. I looked which hour is, and while slow nine was coming and Joe was still sleeping, I looked at him.

"Time to wake you up," I said, and as I walked closer to him, I started shaking his arm. When I was doing it, at one point, he opened his eyes, and as he looked at me, he said: "I'm awake."

"Good, go change, and I will order breakfast," I said, and as he nodded while hearing me, I walked slowly to the phone. When I ordered food, I come back to my laptop, and then I started looking at the news. When I was doing it, I could hear that Joe had come out, and while I looked at him coming at almost the same time food, has come. While seeing it, I smiled, and as he takes it, he brought the trolley here, and as I closed the laptop with news as nothing interesting was there, I looked at him. When I was doing it, I took one portion, and then I started eating. While this was happening, I observed him as he was eating, and when this was happening, I could only say, "good."

"Something happens?" he asked me.

"No, nothing," I said to him, and when I smiled while looking at him, I was done eating. When I looked at Joe, who done too, he walked to the bed, and then he started packing his things. While seeing it, I just could shake my head while observing him. After I left the plate on a trolley like always, I looked at Joe, and I said: "We should go out in a maximum of two hours."

"OK," he said, and as I looked at him, I smiled while looking at him as he tried to not look at me. I could see why. After I looked at the window, I only wear underwear. While having it on me, I smiled, and when I put the dress on, I started packing my bag too. When this was happening, I could see that my calculations about all clothes were good, and now two weeks here in Japan left for us. While I looked at Joe, I had more and more hopes that he will accept my love for him. As I will tell him this today. After I had those thoughts in my mind, I couldn't pack my bag as fast as possible, as slowly I started becoming more and more nervous.

While this all was happening, I had finally done it, and when I looked at Joe, I said, "have you pack all?"

"Yes," he said while looking at me, and when I smiled while hearing him, he had done this too. When I saw it, I had a good feeling about this with a mix of bad ones. When this was happening, I had finally done packing as I found a shirt on the floor, and as I put the bag on the bed, I looked at him. While I couldn't see him around, I hear as I was looking around water going in the bathroom. When I turned there, I could see Joe walking outside, and as I looked at his face, a smile was there. When I saw it, I had one on mine, and when I take my phone, and as I texted to let the driver be here in the next half of an hour. After doing it, I looked at him, and then I said: "soon we will be going."

"OK," he said, and when we checked once again all, that we have left nothing, which takes us around fifteen minutes. When we had done all, I said, "OK, let's go."

"OK," he said, and when I put the shoes on, we walked downstairs. While being there, I said, "I will go, and give the keys back."

"OK," he said, and when I smiled, I walked there while giving back one in which we were staying, and for the room on the left. Which should be Joe's. But I don't want him to be so close, not so far away from me. After I had done this all, and I signed all papers, and I walked back to him. After coming there, we walked out, and while seeing the car, we had packed our bags, and when I told the driver where I want to go. When he looked at me, and I said, "there," while showing him the printed address. After seeing it, he nodded, and then he drove us there.