This big step

When we were driving for some time, I looked at Megan, and when she looked at me when the red light hit us, she said: "how are you."

"Good, just enjoying the magnificent view," I said, and when she smiled, she comes back to driving, as green come. While seeing it, I only looked at her, and like that we had finally come back home. While being there, I looked at her, and then she moved closer, and I did not know how she moved from her seat on my lap. When she sits on me, I looked at her, and then she started kissing me. When this was happening, I looked at her, and while feeling her hand on my chest going down, I looked at her, and then I stopped our kiss. After doing it, I said, "Megan, no."

  "Oh, why," she asked.

"You tried to do it once, and I don't want to scream at you," I said, and when she looked at me, she kissed me, and then she said, "oh," while looking at me. When she was doing it, at one point, she said, "did I tried to do this."