Painful and Sad Topic

He Shen and his secretary already rode the car. He Shen chose to ride at the backseat while his worker drove for him. He had his leg over the other, his head leaning on the window of his seat as he looked at the city lights before him. 

The city is lively as ever. During the night, He Shen always loved the city lights. He would often go out with his wife but since his wife passed on, he could no longer do so. 

He Shen always loved being out with his wife. However, since she disappeared from his life, it's as if a big part of him left--never to return. 

He didn't want to remember this--he didn't want to feel the pain once more. 

He Shen closed his eyes. He realized he was vulnerable and distracted for a moment as he remembered that he is about to visit his older brother, Shufeng. He Shen then opened his eyes after he released a deep breath. He looked at his employees eyes through the rear view mirror.