Amanda Febrianti (2)

Without realizing it, a year has passed, I have learned a lot thanks to her help.

When I moved to Jakarta because of my father's job, I met Tiara-senpai in person.

I was surprised to see her real figure, even harbored envy of what she had. She is the owner of an Online Shop company, she is an independent woman who can continue her father's work. She was the woman that the living beings in this world truly coveted.

But at that time, watching her suffer from the loss of her friends one by one, I couldn't help her at all. I'm ungrateful, I'm a loser who keeps hiding behind her, and I hate myself even more.

"It's okay, Amanda. Don't worry, I'm fine."

She always hides her sadness, while I can only be silent without being able to help her one bit.

"Hate, hate, hate, I hate myself! This face… just a face of lies, I hate this face."

No matter how many times I scold myself, in fact, I can't change anything about my life.