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After and hour I gulped down water and then eats some actual meat. After that I sat on the bed. And the start doing the next part.

My heart beat began to beat in a rythin that actaubet heart engine crushing spirit. The moment I began that I felt the need weighing on my dispersed. Nkwz the way I abked air is the man's ei iabeisevd the energy.

Well, I may not called l energy, it experience. My body was stimulated and nurture itself in a new location with different experiences. 

My mother in a sense emit a special kind of megy due her being my biological mother that target her love to me unconditional. If I were to stand again someone that hate me with passion, then I will feel the same energy sensation but this time negatively.

To me, experience of situations are tangible. I still can't explain it but it is what it is.