Confidence and relationships
After we both rested we decided to go in the pool. Well more like after an hour of me begging nonstop I finally managed to convince her.
Flashback
SC- "Princess come on let's go swimming"
Marie-"No cat I don't have a bathing suit."
SC- "Actually" I pulled out a black and turquoise custom made two piece bathing suit for her that matched my trunks.
SC- "I got you one so you can match me"
Marie- "Hell no have you gone mad? That is literally crazy I am not wearing that!"
SC- "Why not? Come on Princess I had this made with all the love in my heart. Are you rejecting my love?"
Marie- "Hahaha good one, you know it's not like that cat."
SC- "Then what is it?"
Marie- "Look at me Shadow. Really look at me how do you think all of this is going to look in that tiny thing you call a bathing suit." Marie grabs her stomach motioning how fat she is.
SC- I get upset at her words. How could she think that she is absolutely stunning? She is the definition of perfection. "Don't. Please don't do that."
Marie- "Cat look at me"
SC- "No Marie you listen to me. You are perfect. I love everything about you. You are stunning just the way you are. Princess can't you see I am crazy about you. You are so beautiful, so sexy and there is absolutely nothing wrong with you. Don't think for a second that just because you don't look like those girls on the TV or magazines you are not perfect because you are perfect, at least you are to me."
Marie- "Really kitty, you really mean that?"
SC- "Princess believe me, I would never lie to you, and I'm still here aren't I? I will always be no matter what. I mean I did get this made for you. Will you please wear it and come swimming with me?"
Marie- "O-okay but just for you and only you."
End of flashback
After 10 minutes Marie finally arrived. I had been waiting for her at the pool. For a second I thought she had changed her mind. I turn to look at her and I am stunned by her beauty. I had seen it before but since I wasn't really myself I had forgotten how breathtaking she was.
"WOW" I breathe out. Maybe I had it wrong, she is definitely not a princess, and she is a goddess. God she is more beautiful than I remember. Every curve, every bump, every stretch mark, everything is absolutely perfect.
I was sure God had taken it upon himself to sculpt every detail of this woman in front of me with his bare hands. I feel a rush upon taken her beauty in. I immediately feel myself getting excited. Damn it I got to control myself. Snap out of it Shadow you are going to scare her if she sees it. I waste no time jumping in the water trying to cool myself down. She giggles at my actions. Damn it I think she saw it. My thoughts are cut short by her flirty words.
"Like what you see handsome?" Marie bites her lips then I get back out of the water and walk towards her. God I wish I could take her right here, right now. "Oh do I ever" I think to myself not aware I said it out loud till she giggles. "I mean. Umm you look great princess." I chuckle nervously. "Well you do look pretty hot yourself if I say so myself. I never knew Marie could be this flirty. I blush at her words. I know I stay in shape because of my job but I wouldn't say I'm all that. "Come on gorgeous the water is perfect just like you" I whispered the last part.
After a while of relaxing in the warm water we played around the pool and of course we made out a bit too. God this woman is making it really hard for me and I mean in every type of way. After a while and almost getting a little to physical we decided to get out of the water. I had plans to take her to dinner but she insisted of cooking dinner herself which I reluctantly agreed. I can't deny it she does cook amazing so I couldn't wait to see what she had in store for tonight. I went upstairs to get ready and pull out her gifts. I really hope she likes them.
I decided to wear something different. I got some of my white ripped jeans out and picked out a red shirt with matching red shoes and a white mask I had in a cabinet. I then took the gifts and walked back down. After everything that has happened today I thought it over and I believe she is right and she deserves to know who is hiding behind the mask. I will reveal myself tonight. I really don't want either of us to get hurt but at the same time this is the night before our last night together and doesn't she deserve to know who she gave her first kiss to.
She needs to know the face of the man who stole her virginity from her. I know that she said she forgives me but will she really forgive me when she finds out who I am? Will she forgive me when she finds out I am the boy in all her classes, the boy that watched as she got bullied and did his best to prevent it without her finding out? Will she forgive me when she realizes I have always been close by?
I really hope she does not hate me after tonight. But I guess we will have to find out. Father if you are watching me please don't be disappointed in me but I really do love her. Mom I'm sure you will be happy, wish me luck mamma.