Making Out And Fighting Snapping Out

I am standing the middle of the road and see the light I can properly who's car is this or who's driving this car.. I look all of them they all looking at me some are showing me thump and Noah are looking at me sadly and my girls are give me small smile and also worry about me which is I know it will happen.. even my legs are Shaking like hell.. I also can't believe this that I am doing it.. I am nervous hell I am scard who's going to be..

The car stop front of me.. and I walk to the passenger seat and open the door.. when I did it I see fimiler face . Never think about this that I am going to give my first kiss to him..

I get in the car and seat the passanger seat and seat there hesitatelly and looking at him. He already looking at me give me ANGRY and confused look both..  before he said somthing or we both get in any argue.. I pull his jacket and my lips are touch to he's..

I never think that i will do thing like this but guess what I am doing it.. he's lips are so smooth and I test it like he just eat sweet or somthing.. and I want to test it more.. he's shock my sudden kiss.. I see he's eyes are wilend and want to push me or anything but I didn't back up.. I stood in my seat and jump to he's lap.. and than make him close to me.. and kiss him like any girl ever kiss her like that..

I kiss him passionately and hard one.. he grone when I bite he's lips to kiss me back and he grone and than also give it to me and pull me closer to him touching my waist and I smile that he didn't push me away.. he kiss me back the way I kiss him.. and I love it.. my hands are started to play with he's hair he's hair are so smooth I never touch till now.. and we both are moan in same time..

" Fuck.." he said but never try to leave my lips.. and I give him one more time hard rough kiss and than I push away.. and get on he's lap.. and get our from he's car.. before he said anything to me or do anything..

I walk to the main door and everyone are looking at me Noah looking at me angrily.. I don't know I started play my fingers to my hair and make myself relax.. wait for him to come to me and join here and look at what he's reaction is.. but I also want to run away for him.. I don't want to face him.. and I know he will going to be mad.. he already hate me and I know when he know that what I just did he will hate me more..

" I guess I done with playing this game.. and I need drink.. " i said to join to my friends. And they all agree.

They know it's not right to talk about my makeout section.. they know I already frustrated what happened and I am not in mood to talk about it.. and I am happy that they give me space about it..

" That was hot and sexy.." the girl who give me dare she come and said to me I look at her and nodded and didn't said anything to her.. she grab her drink and leave us..

" Ell I want to talk to you.." Noah said and pull me towards him.. and he's both are hand are touch my and than playing with my fingers.. i look at him he's taller than me so I am looking up to him.. little bit uncomfortable or I don't know what to say.. I know he want to make sure I am oky or not. And he want to ask about that all this.. I look at him and nodded my head with to give him approval that we can talk and I am oky to give him he's answers..

" Are you oky.." he said to me looking at me like he's concern about me that I am okky or not which is I don't know how to tell him that what I am feeling or how to act now.. he's hand touch my chicks and started to rubb it little for make me relax a bit.. and it is working..

" I am.." before I said two pair of hand come and push me towards him.. and i look that who's he than I feel same that I am feeling it 20 minutes ago..

" I need to talk to her now... " he said and didn't even give time Noah to reply and we both are left there. His hold me to tight that I started to pain in my arm. I want to tell him that he's hurting me but I am also scared of him.. I know whatever this talk it's not going to be well..

We both are walk to the upstairs I don't know where we going but I know that wherever is that he will talke me same place that we both can I talk space fully.. he open one of the door and see that couple's are making out which he don't care he yelled at them and told them to get out from there. And looking at this behaviour I know it's not going to well end.. I know why I come to the party. Now I am scared.. what he's going to do to me.. is he mad. Is I am bad kisser.. I don't know what's going on he's mind.. but whatever it is I not it's not going good.  He slam the door shut to make me jump to my conclusion.. and look at me.. and I am looking at him he know that I am scared I see he's Angry red eyes..

" What was that.." he said and walk toward me.. I step back but he didn't stop we both are ended up to wall and than I know there is no in hell I am getting out of this..

" It's just dare nothing else.." i tell him shuttering..

" Dare.. really a dare " he yelled at me. And I jump and I am ready to cry anytime but I control not to broke down fornt of him..

" Some girl give it to me.. my intention not to hurt you or anything.. " I want to explain him but he cut me of..

" Yeaah to kiss Rendon people and sulting around.." he said and than I look at him with angrily how can he said cruel words to me.. he think I am this type of girls who do that..

" Yes you are.. your hear me you are that type of girls who like to attention of boys whom do anything for you.. after that gaining there trust and all you kick them out like you don't care. Like you did to me remember or forgot.. " he said to me angrily.. and i giive him question look and looking at him.. what the hell when I did to him like this.. I never hurt him or did somthing stupid..

" What are you talking about Nick.." than I feel that I finally got the voice to ask him that what the hell he is talking about. and talking about me like this.. .

" Don't call me that.. my friends call me Nick and you are not my friend.." he said to me punching the wall.. and that make me more more scared that he next punch is on my face. if I did make him more Angry or anything..

" Yeahh right.. I am not your friend.. your the monster who bully there own friend's and insult them front of whole school and make them hurt and cry.. " i yelled at him..

" Ohh yeahh did I hurt you.. you cry that time.. I never know.. I see you always being happy with your boyfriend smiling who's always defined you always be with you make you happy.. and you playing there feeling just like you did with me  " he said to me.. and I shock the way he said.. we both are stood front of them and looking at each other we both are so close to each other and Angry with each other..

" I never play with anyone to there feelings.. you play it.. you where my best friend you leave me. You broke me.. when you got hurt I was want to be there for you.. you choose to be not to.. that much you hate me Nickols.. " I want to say more but he cut me off..

" Don't lie to me.. I saw you how you forget me and be with that bastard Noah.. I saw you how you just don't care about me.. he's always the one to you.. you always choose him before me.. don't ever lie to me lena.. " he yelled at me.. tears come out to my eyes . I can't hold it.. he think like that..

" You where wrong in there. I never leave you Nick.. you are always my first best friend who's more than everything that time.. when you are hurt I come to you but you are not there.. I was looking for you like crazy girl.. and when I found you you insult me.. you talk bad things to me.. you hurt me.. " I said to him but he didn't give me Choice to talk..

" Really.. don't lie to me lena.. you know I hate liers.. and i never forgive you for this.. I hate you so much.. I hate your eyes.. they make me remember how you play with my feelings.. how you betray my trust. I will never forgive you.. I will never ever.. " he said and leave the room.. I run after him.. to talk him.. to do somthing.. I don't want him to leave me.. I don't want him to hate me.. i want to apologise if he think that it's my fault if I made any mistakes.. I want him to be again the way be are..

When I follow him.. I see that he's started to argue with don't know whom.. and that not look like friendly talk.. I want to grab he's hand.. but I see the door are brust open and I want to close them again but my eyes landed up in fimiler face.. and it's make me shock.. so did them.

Noah and Mia both are making out and literally having sex.. my hands are cover my mouths.. my best friend fucking my ex crush also my best best friend they both are my best friend and they both are doing it and I just don't know what to say. There both eyes wild when they see me.. and they both are get up to explain but I just close the door.. and turn around don't know how to react what to say how can I will face them or say anything.. Nick look at me with question look but sudden cover with smrik when he saw Noah and Mia both are open the door and looking at us.. I know what he thinking..

I want to downstairs to leave all of that.. but than I hear someone said help.. and I look at everywhere who's saying this . Where to this voice coming.. is someone is in danger. 

I look at front of door who's close.. I try to open it but it's lock.. I try to open it but I can't.. I know the door and tell whoever it is to open up.. but no voice coming.. than I hear the voice bottle crack it.. and I am confirm it there is something going on there..

I turn around and look at that who can help me for that . And my eyes landed in Nick he's walk-in to my way or I don't know.. I grab he's hand and stop him..

" Nick.. broke this door.." i said to him..