: I’m scared

 I slumped my body on the chair. I feel exhausted. I didn't know I can be traumatized because of a dream.

 I slump my head on the table and groan. Ysavel, get yourself together. How can you let yourself be affected because of it? It is just a dream, and even if that will happen in the future, it is still in the future. I can still do something to prevent that from happening.

 I'm sure that dream is not a scene from the first version because Brother Pascal is there. But if it's not a part of my first version, then why did I dream about it? 

 I groan. I have a lot of problems on my plate right now, and that dream even makes things worst. How can we do our plan if every time I will see Prince Fraser, I will trembles? 

 I close my eyes and remember how his voice broke when he asked me if I hate him. I don't hate him, but my dream makes me scared of him.