: I don’t want to have feelings...

 "Csille? Where did you go?" Rufus immediately asks me the moment I open the door.

 I didn't answer him immediately. I walk towards the sofa and slump my body on it. I was busy looking around inside the alley that I didn't realize it was already too late.

 I just thought that maybe if I searched harder, they would open their doors to me again. But I was wrong. I just made myself exhausted. When I went out of the alley, it was already late. 

 Ruler Laird even asked me to stay in his residence, but I refused. He was just worried about me. Since he knows I just recovered from a fever and he lets me went inside the mysterious alley alone.

 I look at Rufus and sigh. "I just ask Ruler Laird if he would allow me to went inside the alley."

 Rufus' eyes immediately widened when he heard what I said. "What did you said? You asked Ruler Laird to allow you to go back to that mysterious alley? Csille, are you mad?"