: Deserve

 I look at the painting hanging on the walls of the hallway. I just finished talking to his majesty and I am currently walking my way out of the Palace.

  However, my mind couldn't help but think how my conversation with his majesty ended. I stop walking and stare blankly ahead of me.

  I decided to play safe when his majesty asked me if I want to have a position in the new department. I didn't accept nor refused it. I just told him that I was busy managing the Foundation. But that's it. I didn't told him I don't have time or something. I made it sure to make it sounds like I want to but at the same time I don't want to.

  But now I am not sure if what I did is the right thing or not. What if his majesty misunderstood it? What if he thought that I don't want to work in the new department? 

  Did I just blew my chance? It is already my chance to ensure my position but I end up messing it. I just hope he will still consider Csille.