Chapter42

Pdv Paul.

This morning especially I feel very happy. I didn't know I had the right to be so happy. Since my birth, I had everything I always wanted, but I wasn't really happy, I sometimes spent joyful moments with Mau, Lyno and Lyna but it's rare. Today every day is a happy moment, every hour and every second is filled with happiness and laughter. I just entered school and then I start greeting the first people I meet, since then I have become a little more sociable and I even talk with the students in the normal class. I see from afar my best friend of all time so I go to him and we greet each other as usual but the detail I didn't expect was Marielle. What do they do together these two, it reminds me of old memories, which makes me smile.

Me: so? Have you decided to stop behaving like kids?

Marielle: You abandoned me, I hope you haven't forgotten.

Mau: we're going to apologize but for now, come on, we have things to say to each other. See you later Paul.

I didn't have time to answer that they overtake me and are heading towards the roof of the school. So I see the rest of the gang, basically, Lyna, Lyno, wonder and Jozy are still in the car because Nando and Eve have lowered themselves to talk to them so I'm heading towards them. I greet them and give a kiss to my girlfriend as a good morning.

Me: does anyone have an idea of what I saw later?

Jozy: leave them alone, do you want? She says when she got out of the car followed by the others.

Pdv Mau.

I left with Marielle without worrying about my friends, I have no idea what I was going to tell her but I knew we would be quieter on the roof. I know her very well and I know that this morning she wants no problem, which is why she ignored us all. But it's still Marielle, we've known each other since we were very young and she's also one of my best friends so I don't see why we had to turn into an enemy. We finally arrive on the roof.

Marielle: what do you want? She says quietly but I feel she was on her guard.

Me: do you remember the faith we went to the park and left Paul, me and Lyno? I say with a smile around the corner.

Marielle: we cried all the tears of our body, she says laughing.

Me: the time we went to the club for the first time?

Marielle: We were sent back and we found ourselves at the cafe.

Me: we have so many memories together, we have always been there for each other, we have always wanted to be happy and we have always wanted the best for each other. We had no one, parents absent every time, we understood each other so well and we have always been parents to each other, brothers and sisters. Do you follow me? I say to reassure myself that she is listening to me.

Marielle: Yes, I follow you.

Me: so when did we get there? Why did we get to a stage where we talk to each other even more, we haven't written a simple text for six months, do you realize it?

Marielle: Is it my fault? You've all seen Jozy and you acted as if I didn't exist, you treated me like shit, I blame you with every smile you had without me, I blame you for leaving me alone when I needed it most, do you know that my mother has been sick for three months? No, you don't know, I hate you with all my strength and Jozy I hate her even more, she says with an anger I've never seen her then

I approach her to press her hard against me. But she continues "I hate you," he shouted, hitting my chest.

Yes, I recognize that we neglected Marielle, we nourished her hatred for Jozy, if we had done things differently, maybe they could have been good friends who knows? But we preferred to demonize Marielle who is actually a very nice girl. She has always been happy for us and if I were in her place maybe I won't have the patience to listen to myself right now. I no longer knew what to say or what to place. But how did I have the courage to ask him how we got there? What did we do? We do?

Me: we're sorry Riella, we hurt you a lot and we recognize it, we have no excuses, we will do everything so that you forgive us. But I want you to know one thing, I love Jozy so much, you've always wanted me fall in love and love a girl, you wanted me to be happy in love so I found that, please don't keep me away from that and I don't want to lose you either. I say, looking her in the eyes.

Marielle: Do what you want, she says by wiping her tears. I forgive you and sincerely wish you to be happy.

Me: is that all?

Marielle: Do you want a ceremony?

Me: are we friends?

Marielle: I never stopped considering you as such.

Me: thank you,

Marielle: you disappointed me anyway, she said by turning her back on me. Shall we go?

Me: no, go ahead, I'll join you.

I stay at the top of the roof thinking, I didn't know he had been done so much harm, I didn't know that his mother was sick, what poor friend am I for the person who was there in the hardest moments of my life? What did we do? What we do? She really cried, Marielle really cried. We hit the bottom and we really did hard. I will do my best so that she does not have to suffer anything else. When did I stop taking this news? I'm really pathetic, my friend suffers and I'm partying, what a sorcerer I am. I will do everything to ensure that she knows that I am the lady said inwardly.