Hikaru's Nightmare

I tried reaching out to Gwen but she just ignored me the whole day and didn't want to talk to me at all. I know she was hurt by what my twin said but I know that someday these guys will get along too.

"Gwen please," I pleaded but I receive no response at all when I saw Gab coming.

"Gab," I called as he smiled. "When did you come back?" I asked.

"Just a few days ago, How are you guys doing?" he asked as I look at Gwen's locked room. "I see, Shall we talk over a hot vodka drink?" he asked as I smiled and nodded.

Gab turned out to become mature, He looks different now after his vacation in Hawaii.

"Was Hawaii fun?" I asked, Looking at his tanned skin it seems like he really did have fun in a lot of ways.

"Yeah it was, I ended up loving surfing along the way," he explained.

"Is Hikari..."

"Hmm?"

"Is Hikari married?" he asked as I smiled. "A lot of things happen and for now Ali and Hikari are engaged," I explained since Ali proved himself in front of us that he can go beyond his limit for Hikari's sake.

"I see," he said and I know that I am not dumb enough to see that Gab still likes my sister.

"Hikari and Gwen seem to hate each other. I've been talking to Hikari but nothing really happens." I explained.

"I don't know why she hated her," I added as Gab smiled.

"Maybe she just felt that you're drifting away from her since your main focus now is Gwen." He said that actually makes sense.

"To be honest my sister is no good for you," Gab said as I stop walking.

"How can you say such a thing, She was your sister," I said as he smiled sadly. "As you could see Hikaru as a human being a lot of things change along the way." he started.

"My sister seems to change in a lot of ways," he added.

"Then?"

"I want you to be prepared for all sort of things that were about to happen," he said.

"I want you to listen carefully that things back then are different now including the fact that we have different goals in life," Gab said which made me think through the night.

I got home by 10 pm and saw Robert waiting for me outside.

"What?" I asked since I'm not a child anymore to be scolded for going home late.

"Your parents are away from vacation sir, Saginsia told me to look after you," he said as I just sigh. Dad can be a total freak sometimes when it comes to our safety.

"Do you wish to take a long and nice bath?" he asked as I shake my head. "I can take care of it by myself," I said when I realize that it was not Robert who asked me such stuff.

"Shan?" I asked as Shan smiled.

I immediately called Robert for help but Hikari went into my room with Ali.

"I'm not hallucinating, right? I guess I drank a lot of vodkas tonight." I said trying to ignore the reality.

"Before Mom and Dad went out to travel I bought Shan's sister here and told dad to hire her as your assistant just like how Ali is serving me," Hikari explained.

But this girl looked exactly like Shan.

After Hikari explained everything she left my room as Shan was waiting for me to tell her something.

"What?" I asked.

"I'm sorry for staring," she said as she bow down her head.

"What's wrong?" I asked again.

"I'm just happy that Hikari brought me here." she looked devastated and tired at the same time.

"You can have a rest," I said, judging her now I guess she's just 18.

"But Hikari told me that the rule is to never leave your side," she said as I smiled. Just like how I met Shan she's anxious like that.

"Then do you want to sleep here with me?" I asked as I tap the bed. A little flirting is not that bad, right?

"If it would benefit you then I will gladly do so..." She said as she turn off the lights and sleep beside me.

"I live in an orphanage so sleeping with a guy is not a big thing to me," she whispered.

"Hmm, your weird."

"I just don't want this opportunity to slip away. I am happy enough to have a food and home to live in," she added as she pats my head.

"You can tell me anything about what's bothering you, You look like you have tons of things to think about that you didn't pay much attention to when Sir Robert introduced me to you."

Robert introduced her? Why can't I remember it? Was I too stuck on Gwen?

"There was this girl," I started.

"She just suddenly change and I don't know why," I added as I thought about how I fought back with my father just to be with her.

How I killed Shan just to receive this kind of happiness.

Then where did I go wrong and how did this happen to us?

"You didn't do anything wrong, You just love the person so much that you forget to love yourself too." She said.

"Was she too comfortable?" she asked.

"What do you mean by that?" I asked back as the moonlight is the only light that supports us as I can see her little smile.

She reminded me of Shan since she looked exactly like her!

The feeling I'm feeling right now is guilt. I did horrible things to Shan and ended up killing her with my own hand. Who could believe that we are now here sleeping together?

"Let's just sleep," she said as she close her eyes.

I smiled sadly as she look at me.

"What are you doing?" she asked.

"I'm sorry for staring you just look exactly like her."

"Did you like my sister?"

That's the question that I've been avoiding since then...